Saturday, March 13, 2010
reading : Jack Neo's Consolidated Scandal BlogYesh i am a gossip queen...
When i heard about the article on mr neo crying at press conference, i am tinking is he merely puttin on a show .. he is an artiste you knw, he can cry and weep as he put his mood on ...
When mrs neo fainted at that press conference, it is definately for real ... How many of us can endure our husband's infidelity, how many of us can choose to close one eye open another , so long as he comes home to the family ...
i knw i cant; frankly my dad walk out of our family 2 yrs ago. Me being a grownup what i can do is to harbour my hatred to him; i hve to continue to live on for my mum and sis ... i hve to be well as an example to move on to better things in life .. As much as it is hard, as human we aim to survive ...
Mrs Neo, bless you and be happy always ...
Labels: [ramblings], [reflections]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 3/13/2010 05:05:00 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
enjoying a cuppa of Whiskey DryMy ex forced me to tok ... and i refused ...
Coz i dun like to be confronted ...
Coz i tink somethings are nt meant to be discussed anymore
Coz i dun tink there is a need to
Coz i dun like the way he tried by following mi tonite and using hp to msg mi tis n tht
Coz he dunoe the line on when i dun feel comfortable on or nt
Its nt tht i dun wan to treat him as a friend, but the way i can sense frm him.. its like he is still hung up, nt tht i no longer hve feelings or memories about the past. But things tht has been locked up, sometimes its nt gonna b gd to let it out. And for his sake, i prefer to stay clear and hence the refusal to tok ... I dun mind being friends with him, but frm the way he is ... is like he is expecting something and i dun wan him to tink it tht way. I am sorry, i truely am ... But i dun wan to cross the line which he cant denied that was drawn by him. his cruelty in the past done a lot of damages and scars which like i said is meant to be locked up, and also might caused me to sash out. I dun like that, Pushin me like this tonite is something that I am afraid of and disliked .... I dun mind him tok casually throughout the meeting which he din, but yet took the opportunity to follow mi to the bus and den alone with me to tok .... Sorry i cant deal with tht ...
Too tiredzzzz, gonna slp ... Ja
Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [life], [lost words], [past], [ramblings], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 9/02/2007 03:37:00 AM
Friday, August 31, 2007
Ramdom quote of the day :" A diplomat thinks twice before saying nothing.."
我好想哭。。。
歌曲：记事本 »
Btw today might be Eric last night to play with timmy ... Those who are interested, please come ... for you might lose the chance to ever hear the best guitarist and setup ever within SG
Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [life], [lost words], [lyrics], [music], [ramblings], [reflections]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 8/31/2007 03:57:00 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
reading : 医龙K i hve to fess up ... coz i cant bottle it in me anymore ... Yesh Mr G, you are right something did happened but nothing crucial ...
I juz really needed a fren beside me and nt wantin to trouble jo or lvin, I den asked him for some dinner and company as in to chill ... Bad idea ... I knw in the past yr we have distanced ourselves as friends for I tend to be much more cynical abt life and nt wanting to tink as much as before. But still ...
Issue is I been treating him as a gd fren who is always online for mi to fire rants and chat with esp midst of the night, and whom he den tell mi his sad/mediocre stories some funnie some quirks in his life .. And i would soften my heart to give him advice as a fren and him doing the same as both of us are sensitive & rather emotional ... Now with tht issue between us[true in our last conversation, we said nt to tok abt it anymore], i feel it awkward to tok to him anymore. And somehow he too distanced me as a fren. And the fact that he being in an accident, makes mi wan to show concern to him as a friend but find it hard to for I dun wan him to mis-interpret my friendship. Arghzzz why cant things be as simple as it is ...
Pt of me being able to let the incident go coz its was accidental and I guess in some way will never happen again ... and him being a gd friend does matter too ... Toopid mi i knw for jo has been chiding me on what I told him ... Haizzz
Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [life], [lost words], [past], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 8/07/2007 02:11:00 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
to be found at : Timbre
listening to : UnXpected为何成人的世界里，总是那么的复杂？男人和女人是否没有真正的友谊吗？
真得不想想星期五的种种，可是因为把他当成弟弟的我所以不能释怀。
Arghzzz it shouldnt hve become such an incident, and yesh i agredd we not gonna tok abt it ever but its gonna scarred ....
No he din say he like mi, no I dun like him as well but yesh i like him enuff as a fren and as a brother. And he is one of the sweetest guy i knwn for his ex-es and his past relationship and sensitive enuff to care as a fren whom enterained me during my slpless nites in the past. I rmb him being so sweet to a girl he liked in states which he went over to look for her and how i was there tokkin to him regards to his feelings n wht he did. Smoehow i feel responsible abt friday coz i am the older one and i should hve done something abt it.
Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [life], [lost words], [past], [ramblings], [reflections], [resolutons], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 7/30/2007 01:57:00 AM
Monday, July 16, 2007
to be found at : OfficeThis is to target a blog post which was posted by a fren of mine ... in his blog post, he wrote abt this on me
1 gal pal... or a comon term: fag-hag.. had been reading her blog recently.. den i realised how much.. from her text.. how much she had changed.. i'd say for the worse.. n not sure if my deduction is rite... i msged her abt my bday.. she din reply... usually ppl dun reply when they nt keen.. so 1 day, i msn her "so, i take it that u nt keen on the bday party?".. her reply "oh ya, i haven reply u yet"..
i knw she'd changed.. a lot.. within 1 yr.. i can oni deduce that.. she was surprised i invited her to my bday, cos we din tok for a yr.. n decided nt to reply... cos it'd b tat, it's a general msg tat's mass-sent to ppl.. she duno whether i really mean it anot.. having nto toked for so long, she dun wan to accept it, in case i really din mean the invi n she may feel awkward in coming.. but when i msn her, she knew i really meant it.. sincerely inviting her.. so she decided tat she shld go if she can (IT ppl usually scared of last min stuff popping up). wat's more, given her nature n sensitivity n treasuring of frnship, i knw tat she very likely will agree... why? cos, last yr, she was... if i rmb rite, the first 1 to msg mi at 12am on my bday.. around there.. wishing mi happy bday. tat was during our "no-tok" period. it showed how much she treasured frnship.. n the fate
umm, n i think she still read my blog from time to time.. think she'll see tis..
Let me reply this here ... you never knw me from the start, u dunoe who i am frm the start ... u were always the one who needs understanding and i was there conveniently to hlp but never since u actually put an effort on knwin who i am ... Wht are my exact thots ... Who I actually am ... Wht I actually believe ... only though things and actions den u realise what i can do for ppl and for you and aso conveniently like others let it settled ..
I changed becoz i hve to change, i had to go through a lot of things in the past 1 yr. Which since when did u EVER concerned abt or even informed abt ?? How dare u even judge abt my change when I needed frenz support or guidance the most, u were nowhere in SIGHT at all ????
Dun tell mi any bull-shit of you not knowin hence unable to do so, SINCE WHEN DID U EVEN CHECK counting from lets say the day i got back from auzzie ?? I can give u a count ... less than 5 phone calls. Thts it .. so come on, lets nt be so coy when things aint wht u tink it is ... for i might knw u, u knw nothing of me.
let me juz say something wht Scorpios are " 天蝎座的人，翻脸如翻书。"
Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [life], [lost words], [past], [ramblings], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 7/16/2007 03:57:00 PM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
slurping up a bowl of Reese White Chocolate Peanut ButterCupsTinkin of sharing this story ... I really wonder what i hve done in my past for this life den ?
世五百年的回眸才换来今生的擦肩而过
佛说：前世五百年的回眸才换来今生的擦肩而过
这句话是从这个故事来的吧：
有个年轻美丽的女孩，出身豪门，家产丰厚，又多才多艺，日子过得很好。媒婆也快把她家的门槛给踩烂了，但她一直不想结婚，因为她觉得还没见到她真正想要嫁的那个男孩。 直到有一天，她去一个庙会散心，于万千拥挤的人群中，看见了一个年轻的男人，不用多说什么，反正女孩觉得那个男人就是她苦苦等待的结果了。 可惜，庙会太挤了， 她无法走到那个男人的身边，就这样眼睁睁的看着那个男人消失在人群中。 后来的两年里，女孩四处去寻找那个男人，但这人就像蒸发了一样，无影无踪
女孩每天都向佛祖祈祷，希望能再见到那个男人.她的诚心打动了佛祖，佛祖显灵了。佛祖说：“你想再看到那个男人吗？” 女孩说：“是的！我只想再看他一眼！” 佛祖：“你要放弃你现在的一切，包括爱你的家人和幸福的生活。” 女孩：“我能放弃！” 佛祖：“你还必须修炼五百年道行，才能见他一面。你不后悔么？” 女孩：“我不后悔！”
女孩变成了一块大石头，躺在荒郊野外，四百多年的风吹日晒，苦不堪言，但女孩都觉得没什么，难受的是这四百多年都没看到一个人，看不见一点点希望，这让她都快崩溃了。最后一年，一个采石队来了，看中了她的巨大，把她凿成一块巨大的条石，运进了城里，他们正在建一座石桥，于是，女孩变成了石桥的护栏。就在石桥建成的第一天，女孩就看见了，那个她等了五百年的男人！ 他行色匆匆，像有什么急事，很快地从石桥的正中走过了，当然，他不会发觉有一块石头正目不转睛地望着他。
男人又一次消失了，再次出现的是佛祖。佛祖：“你满意了吗？” 女孩：“不！为什么？为什么我只是桥的护栏？如果我被铺在桥的正中，我就能碰到他了，我就能摸他一下！” 佛祖：“你想摸他一下？那你还得修炼五百年！” 女孩：“我愿意！” 佛祖：“你吃了这么多苦，不后悔？” 女孩：“不后悔！”
女孩变成了一棵大树，立在一条人来人往的官道上，这里每天都有很多人经过，女孩每天都在近处观望，但这更难受，因为无数次满怀希望的看见一个人走来，又无数次希望破灭。不是有前五百年的修炼，相信女孩早就崩溃了！日子一天天的过去，女孩的心逐渐平静了，她知道，不到最后一天，他是不会出现的。又是一个五百年啊！最后一天，女孩知道他会来了，但她的心中竟然不再激动。来了！他来了！他还是穿着他最喜欢的白色长衫，脸还是那么俊美，女孩痴痴地望着他。这一次，他没有急匆匆的走过，因为，天太热了。他注意到路边有一棵大树，那浓密的树荫很诱人，休息一下吧，他这样想。他走到大树脚下，坐着树根，微微的闭上了双眼，他睡着了。女孩摸到他了！他就坐在她的身边！但是，她无法告诉他，这千年的相思。她只有尽力把树荫聚集起来，为他挡住毒辣的阳光。千年的柔情啊！男人只是小睡了一刻，因为他还有事要办，他站起身来，拍拍长衫上的灰尘，在动身的前一刻，他抬头看了看这棵大树，又微微地抚摸了一下树干，大概是为了感谢大树为他带来清凉吧。然后，他头也不回地走了！就在他消失在她的视线的那一刻，佛祖又出现了。
佛祖：“你是不是还想做他的妻子？那你还得修炼……” 女孩平静地打断了佛祖的话：“我是很想，但是不必了。” 佛祖：“哦？” 女孩：“这样已经很好了，爱他，并不一定要做他的妻子。” 佛祖：“哦！” 女孩：“他现在的妻子也像我这样受过苦吗？” 佛祖微微地点点头。女孩微微一笑：“我也能做到的，但是不必了。” 就在这一刻，女孩发现佛祖微微地叹了一口气，或者是说，佛祖轻轻地松了一口气。女孩有几分诧异，“佛祖也有心事么？” 佛祖的脸上绽开了一个笑容：“因为这样很好，有个男孩可以少等一千年了，他为了能够看你一眼，已经修炼了两千年。”
佛曰：前世五百次的回眸才换得今世的擦肩而过 那么，我的前世是积攒了多少次的回眸啊，才换得与你相识相知？虽然这是一个古老的故事，但是我相信还是能打动很多人的心！因为首先他打动了我！
Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [fortune], [life], [lost words], [past], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 7/05/2007 02:07:00 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
reading : Bleach 28Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [life], [lost words], [protected], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 6/27/2007 12:22:00 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
video of the day : Timmy! - Gei Wo QianI just realise ... I have no close frenz from my past ..
well not anymore ... I guess the closer i am to them , the higher the standards i rise the bar for them. Hence in the end, i would push them away from me becoz of the bar i put up. True it is unfair for them, for they are never placing any standards of me to reach their level to be close pals ..
But i guess becoz I am always willing to put my foremost and upfront for them, and expect them to do the same for me. Hmzzz mayb i am juz destinated to be a loner ...
The following content is gonna hurt a particular person badly, coz i am and will be brutally frank and crudely mean.
[This does not include a particular person that I was utterly disappointed with recently. That particular some1 made mi lost faith in whatever things that she/he and I been through in the past. in fact, that particular one had actually complaint such actions of another to me b4 and yet she/he did the same thing to me. If that particular person is reading this and feeling unfair abt my accusations. I shall list down why
1) She/he is the 1st person i actually told that incident abt, and he/her being my confident, I thot he/she will understand how miserable i am.
2) She/he knwin my bahaviour and character, require time to digest incidents that happened. Tht period i was so down i juz shut myself dwn in my room in the dark for days. My mum den got worried, called that particular person up to ask for hlp. Though she/he did called mi up to check, but the reason is due to my mum's call. And yet still chose to believe that nothing went wrong.
3) After that, she/he din even bother to ask any further for it is out of mind, out of sight. That kind of shows how irrelevant my feelings and I am to her/him.
4) I cried nxt to that person for hlf an hr or so, and she/he din knw anything abt it
I have more if i wan to continue to persist, so tell mi how do i actually restore my trust in he/her ?
Yesh call mi mean, petty or bitchy, but i juz gonna repeat wht i said b4, if that particular person were in my shoes, imagine what else would i hve done ?
In fact, I might even killed that guy juz to fucking make sure my friend wouldnt be hurt again, or at least make sure he tasted his own medicine.
Are the things that i dne b4 not enuff or too much that I was taken for granted again n again? Does amy1 knw how fuckin hurt i was when my closest confide did this to me , given the trust i have on he/her ??????? In what position does the particular person even qualify to sms mi on how i am ? Stop being hypocritical. Hell, issit too late to even ask how i am now ? ]
Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [life], [lost words], [past], [ramblings], [reflections], [resolutons], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 6/24/2007 05:54:00 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
listening to : JET - Look What You'hve doneRead this article whilst reading my fren achive posts.
Infatuation vs. Love
The Science Facts
Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another.
Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time.
Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.
Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you know they are yours, and you can wait.
Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing them."
Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy.
Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship, which makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers.
Infatuation lacks confidence. When they're away, you wonder if they're cheating. Sometimes, you check.
Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. They feel your trust, and it makes them even more trustworthy.
Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction.
Love is an upper. It makes you feel whole. It completes the circle. It fills the empty space in your heart. Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you think up. It makes you a better person than you were before. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you don't have. If there is no love in your life, whatever else there is has a lot less meaning.
Unscientific Answers
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't Love, it's Like.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't Love, it's Lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't Love, it's Luck.
Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.
Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't Love, it's Pity.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't Love, it's Friendship.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
It isn't Love, it's a Lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't Love, it's Charity.
Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
Then it's Love.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? Then it's Love.
Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are? Then it's Love.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong? Then it's Love.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Then it's Love.
But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you? Then it's Love.
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? Then it's Love.
Now, if Love is painful, and tortures us so,
why do we Love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
Because it's Love
Labels: [life], [lost words], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 6/22/2007 06:14:00 PM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
reading : 死亡预告Been reading this new comic, it is mainly based on a futuristic Japan. Which they have a set of law to promote the value of life. The theory works in a pretty twisted way though that is every kid at the age of 10 will receive an injection and that injection will determined their life and death. For 1 out of the 1000 injection given contains a nano pill. And that nano pill will explodes at a time interval of when the injected individuals comes to the age of 18 - 24. The individual who receive the nano injection is randomly chosen, hence any1 can be that potential deceased.
Until 24hrs left clicking b4 the nano pill explode, it is the job of the messenger to inform them of the notice of their death.
The reason of this action is to have every1 to value life and live their life to the max for life in their society is unpredictable and any1 might be dead within the nxt day.
Here's the introduction to the comic :
這個國家有一部名為國家繁榮維持法的法律。為了激勵廣大群眾、讓國家繁榮強大，被選中的年輕人將會收到預告死亡的通知? 『逝紙』── 配送到府的死亡預告證。生命只剩下最後1天的時間。『逝紙，依據本人最後一天怎麼活，可以是「逝」紙也可以是「生」紙──』就當自己還活著，好好死去吧？ 『毫無建樹、沒有人記得…沒有留下任何東西就這麼消失── 對於這樣的我來說，今天就是被允許活在世上的最後1天。』倒數24小時…究竟該怎麼度過？驚心動魄終極極限劇，就此揭幕！
Thots on such a comic ? pretty sadz though for they are unable to control their own destiny .... hmmzzz shall not comment too much
Anyway read an horoscope article on sex ... find it amusing .. shall share the article later =)
Labels: [books], [life], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 6/05/2007 11:16:00 AM
Saturday, June 02, 2007
watching : Gilmore Girls Season Finale 7x22Listening to my ipod while travellin home ... thot of these 2 songs while i adore and will touch chords within me ... Shall share the lyrics now
- << 陈庆祥 - 哭 >> »
- << 阿杜 - 天黑 >> »
Labels: [life], [lost words], [lyrics], [past], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 6/02/2007 03:26:00 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
Ramdom quote of the day :"24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence?"
Did some toopid things while watching 热情仲夏
seems tht i looks like the following hehehe
Boy am i flattered ..
Anyway, remember my ex company, which my department sux to the core ... but the ppl (except boss ) are great ... rmb at our last day, we celebrate Amelia's bday in office
juz of recent(well 1 mth lah but i forgot to update abt tis even i post pics in my photobucket), we went out for dinner ... this is the after pic ~~~
heheh different hair style somemore me when it is onli like 5 mths away ... hahaha Ja
Labels: [image], [life], [past], [reflections]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 5/14/2007 04:10:00 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
watching : 热情仲夏Another relapse ....
Or am i too OD from the previous ??
Labels: [protected], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 5/09/2007 01:40:00 PM
Friday, May 04, 2007
Ramdom quote of the day :"If the sky is the limit, then what is space, over the limit?"
listening to : 张惠妹 - 我为什么那么爱你在阅读这篇的你，是否曾经在漩涡里？ 越是想逃开，越是原步踏地。人往往知道是在犯错，可是总是一错再错，就像在漩涡里欺骗自己。
是因为谎言比较动听，还是现实太过残酷到无法面对？
习性的谎言是乎太悲惨，残酷的现实又无法忍耐，进退两难。
因此被困在漩涡，无法逃脱。人是悲哀的。
Been listenin to the 2 songs below, adore the lyrics and hence wan to share ... enjox :
- 张惠妹 :: << 我为什么那么爱你 >> »
- 张惠妹 :: << 剪爱 >> »
Labels: [blog when you cant scream], [life], [lyrics], [protected], [ramblings], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 5/04/2007 02:27:00 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Ramdom quote of the day :"Remember, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday."
Listening to Angela Zhang new album esp Bu Tong
esp the lyrics on
谎言让人太陶醉
陶醉在你给的世界
我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留 oh~
是爱伤害了彼此的自由
你不看不听不说为什麽要离开我
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默" -- excerpt of "张韶涵 - 不痛
Haizzz 爱伤害了彼此的自由 , and tht is wht i detest the most on relationships ...
Perphas i knw too much of tis, freedom is what makes us who we are and how we develop our own characteristics and personality.
Given a relationship is abt give and take, but there is a limit on where and what u can take...
and for a lot of cases, giving up traits of ur own is giving up a lot of freedom to be urself.
Tht i detest.
Relationships :
human are selfish and love will oni make them even more selfish and possessive ...
most ppl due of their desire for the person they love, they can do anything they can just to hve that person that they loved ..
and a lot of times, causing a lot of unneccessary inconvience to one another ...
but they are merely acting on the behaviour on loving themselves more than the other, for they choose to act on their own will to be happy and not the other party.
*shrugs ... who am i to say all these .. i might just be one of them ...
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈"
-- excerpt of "曹格 - 背叛
But given if i am not clouded by such, i believe i would choose to be let it be, for as long as the person that i love is happy, i should be.
and not be unhappy due to not having tht person by my side.
yes ... i shall try my very best convince myself on nt being selfish ... and again ...
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱"
-- excerpt of "曹格 - 背叛"
yesh i am in a melancholy mood today ...
Labels: [life], [ramblings], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 4/25/2007 11:51:00 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
Ramdom quote of the day :"If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?"
Dear Whom ever is up there,
Please hlp mi get rid of this weakness for bags and shoes. Just on friday, feelin bored b4 goin off for my drinks i went to taka.
Which happened to have a bag and shoes sales for the ladies at the b2 square. And without hesitation, i went off to take a look at the stuff available in the fair.
Initially not lookin for anything, i saw the Guess booth. And there are tons of stuffs ( off seasoned stuff ) but yet not much of a gem. But still, my motto is to find a gem out of the molehill, i patiently went through the stuffs there.
I found the wallet which my mum wanted and it is in gorgoes beige and the prints for the logo looks elegant enuff.
and i neber let it go since den for it might be gone within the nxt moment ....
Den i went off to the bags sections, blah all the common goods but guess wht, i found this ...
I hve a weakness for white recently, and it looked fabulous den.
BUT i placed it back where it was layin in the display for i wanted to further my consideration. So i went to the nxt aisle to check out more.
In the end, my mind was weak and went back to the same booth to get the white bag. But juz at tht moment, another young wide-eye girl took the white bag just as i was reaching for it.
She sensing my constant eye on it, she DECIDED not to let it go and went off strutin to her frenz on how nice it is.
Never mind i said to myself, if it is nt meant to be mine, den it is nt. But just to make sure, i den asked the sales person is stock on hand for tht.
But sadly, this was the last piece, tht young gal too heard it and added to her frenz on how lucky she brought her visa out and flaunting on what she got.
As i abt to leave dejectedly, the sales personnel said "there is a smaller version of tht" and wondered " am i interested in it"
I said fine since i like tht print and logo canvas for tht bag. It doesnt look as tarty as the other design of Guess nor it has tht slutty aftertaste.
and behold ....
Seeing it being more sensible looking than the 1st and look much better as a working bag, i den decide to go for tis.
While i was detailedly examined my new conquest, that young gal seein what I got decided tht the old she was holding on to was a lil dirty and den decided mine was better looking.
There she was askin for a new piece for mine, but unluckily for her that was the last piece as well.
Now let it be a lesson learnt lil girl. Never fight with mi during sale period, for i can be a tad lucky than any1 else.
Even though i might get wht i originally wanted at the 1st place, but still i did get the better goods out of u :p
Wait a min, i forgotten my motto again ... so please dear god, either let mi quit on my expensive habit on shopping or please doooo give mi more luck out of getting the better deal on shopping ... Pleaseee ...
Thanksie ~~
Labels: [Got], [life], [reflections], [resolutons]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 4/23/2007 10:43:00 AM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Ramdom quote of the day :"None of us are virgins, life has fucked us all up."
Happy V-Day to All... Though i am still upset abt wht has happened .. still would like to wish every1 happiness and be contented by basking in the love that you can get.
2 poems to share :
Love never gives up.
Love cares more for others than for self.
Love doesn't want what it doesn't have.
Love doesn't strut,
Doesn't have a swelled head,
Doesn't force itself on others,
Isn't always "me first,"
Doesn't fly off the handle,
Doesn't keep score of the sins of others,
Doesn't revel when others grovel,
Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth,
Puts up with anything,
Trusts God always,
Always looks for the best,
Never looks back,
But keeps going to the end.
Love is always patient and kind;
It is never jealous;
Love is never boostful nor concealed;
It is never rude or selfish;
It does not take offenses and is it nor resentful;
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sin ;
but delights in the truth;
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.
Labels: [life], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 2/14/2007 12:42:00 PM
Ramdom quote of the day :"If you think your boss is stupid remember, you wouldn't have a job if he was smarter."
I wonder .. is it becoz of my menses that caused the sensitivity towards and the outburst ?
Starting to miss that good morning msgs that was sent out daily ... Humans are toopid aint they ... only when they suffered some loss, they will den learn to appreciate the kindness b4 ...
Labels: [life], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 2/14/2007 09:32:00 AM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
watching : Kai Yun Wan Shi TongI hve to admit i am a person who doesnt open my heart easily and can b considered as a ice princess, and with tht i dun like to be close to any1 but juz isolate myself at a lot of times.
But unfortunately, today I teared a lil .. coz of i do feel some loss ... Never expected tht i would .. din expected that i feel tht amt of sadness tht i normally wouldnt feel... I must admit, there is a certain dependency within to that particular person. And as days goes by, lil things does change and tht i might changed my thoughts budge a lil. Hence i am upset ... coz i hve lost something tht is a lil close ..
Towards the journey home, my vision blurred ... Blurred by my teary eyes n controlled my emotions and thoughts in order to not make a scene.... Sighzz really din knw such a thing will happened, din realise tht some 1 else can hurt mi tis way for the loss of tht some1 else pressense anymore ...
Labels: [life], [reflections], [thots]
[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 2/13/2007 09:13:00 PM
