Pain ... juz like wht Edmund had mentioned in his post and also with Grey's Anatomy "There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside."
What reaches mi the most is "Whatever caused the pain is now part of your history, part of your life. That won't go away. Accept it, embrace it, and master it, or it will master you. Ignoring it won't make it go away. But when you incorporate it into yourself, you become better for it.
Don't grow callused to pain. When you stop feeling, you stop loving. And when you stop loving, you die.
Don't grow hard and cynical. It is in pain, that you find the most beauty. In the deepest, darkest pits, hope and love shine the brightest."
Wht i am is nothing, for i hve grow so used to the pain, tht sometimes i juz wish tht i will stop feelin. Haben really learnt how to embrace my pain, for my pain is always deep in and strong .. Makin it a lot harder to breathe in most cases, evenin living seems to be a torment. Escapin seems so tempting that the idea is constantly teasin and seducing my soul.
++ cravings ++
+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
+ save up for investment
+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
* believe mi i hve tons of ideas « hide details