Monday, February 14, 2005
to me .. love and being in a relationship is juz too here n go .. 8 mths ago .. i was so heart broken by 1 individual ... gone through a lot of downs and shed a lot of tears .. but here i am now .. tokkin abt another individual ... may b tht is the reason on me nt able to trust any future for a relationship ... mayb becoz i am nt yet mature enuff or to settle down .. but the reason i stayed for so long in a relationship is more of to love some1 ... or is it becoz i dun wan to repeat the same process again n again on knwin some1 new .. makin frenz .. and etc ... or maybe .. i keep avoidin full confrontation of pain ... and den deceive myself of another relationship .. thus i am always bitter .. or mayb more of i willin to let it go .. becoz i knw i can never get back the things i wan
so many mayb ... so many doubts .. i really dun fully understand myself .. but one thing i knw is tht .. i will be alone ... for the yr ahead again ... studyin .. of no doubt .. haizzzz tiredzzzzz
++ cravings ++
+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
+ save up for investment
+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
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