Thursday, August 26, 2004
i knw a lot of ppl might tink i am silly ..
till now, i still love him .. till now, i still miss him
it been over 3 mths .. usually by this time, i would have already bury the past behind me
but yet, my heart still bleds ... till now, my tears still overwhelmed my eyes and slowly make it own way down.
I am not saying it is hard .. but it really isnt easy .. to stop love one person .
not juz by one day, nor a period of time and definately not juz by him saying let's breakup and my emotions will die and fade frm there .
Emotions for him stil holds .. my thoughts for him still there ... it is not tht simple and juz as straightforward as though as i dun wan to love tis person anymore and i dun anymore ..
it aint tht he leave me , and i will leave the guy tht i loved in my heart ... it doesnt work tht way
i haven slept a wink at all .. 36 hrs already .. and yet tonite would be a furtile nite ..
i been sch, work .. packed in .. i am exhausted ..
i am tiring myself .. hoping tht the thought of him or my emotions will stop for even a small moment ... juz hoping ... but ......
++ cravings ++
+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
+ save up for investment
+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
* believe mi i hve tons of ideas « hide details
