Monday, April 05, 2004
I FAILED MY TEST ... I HATE IT
i feel depressed ..
i feel sad .. i am cryin ..
i dunnoe y i am easily hurt ... i juz feel tht u dun care as much as u do ...
maybe i am insecure ... maybe i am too lonely .. my frenz all hve abandoned mi ... auzzie and sorts .. et mi rephrase the sentence .. i no longer feel tht i am part of the group anymore .... and my sg frenzz they hve their own life to fulfill n some issues not yet resolve
i feel so empty ... i dun knw y ... i feel swarmed by lots of things ..
i feel so unwanted ... i feel so terrible now ... y did u chose such timin to hurt my feelings ...
am i tht unlucky to feel tht .... i feel so out of place now
i miss my mum ... i knw i hve been tokkin to her quite often.. i did a net meet with her n my dad ..
seein them , tokkin to them ... i feel okay l...
but when the chat end ... i feel like cryin ... i miss them ....
i miss my mum .. i miss her smudge grin n my dad strictness ...
i hvin a breakdown now .. i dunnoe y am my emotions goin haywire recently .... hlp ..........
p.s. I feel tht i am a bit of drama queen ....
++ cravings ++
+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
+ save up for investment
+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
* believe mi i hve tons of ideas « hide details