Friday, March 26, 2004
i am now in pain, i cant walk striaght, i cant tink straight ........ my eyes are brim with tears .....
i feel terrible .. i need release .............what am i doin , wht hve i done ...
why must i hve pride ? y am i so arrogant ...
i dun wan to go to sch ... i cant motivate myself ...
i dun wan anything .... i cant breathe ..
i can only cry ...
i cant stop tink ...
i cant ...
all those memories are now tormemnting mi , drivin mi crazy , all those are hurtin mi , smashin my heart into pieces .
where had the old you gone to, i thot u cared about mi , den y u keeo disappointing mi in the way that u did ..
i cant talk to anyone now , i feel abandoned .. by everyone ..
i feel so much alone ... wht can i do ... wht else is there is do
i hve nothing now .... i dun hve you to tok to mi , i dun hve you to see me smiling everytime you made a joke ..
i dun hve someone to bully when i am down .// i dun hve someone to lean on ... i dun hve somone who understand my weird sens of humour and the way of perspective ..... i hve no one to share my opinion with ....
i am now |ovelesss
++ cravings ++
+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
+ save up for investment
+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
* believe mi i hve tons of ideas « hide details
