Well kinda of shocked that a no of colleagues are leaving, for we can in a grp of six and yet 2 are remaining. Does it mean tht us 2 are the survivors and would it means tht we are the fools to persist ? All i am concerned abt is to at least 1 yr equilivant of experience to be able to fly away to better prospects. To be the system programmer or analyst programmer tht i dream of. Hopefully my yr would entitled mi to like position like senior system analyst or even project leaders or managers to manage more staff. but given anyday, i miss my programin duties anytime .. I miss programmin so much tht i will give anything to go back to do socket programmin and perfect it to a fully commericalized products.
Met up with lvin finally to pass him the tixes, even chatted abt his emotional ups and downs. It has been ages since he frankly spoke his mind on such. I rmb den when he had the breakup, being his house mates and close pals, i hve to virtually cooked his every meal to ensure he is okay. He would feel very depressed and hve no appetite for most meals and how moodless he is to write his thesis, den listenin to whtever nonsense he can dream of or even listen to his complaints. wow, at least 1 yr has past and he is still mournin over it. guess it is wht they meant by
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, it takes an hour to like someone, it takes a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. ...
So utterly true and blue, cant comment much for i am not better for i am juz a mere mortal, for emotions are wht differentials us from animals.
haizz payday tml, wanna save up for oct so i can splurge like craze. well tht another story for the nxt time ..
++ cravings ++
+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
+ save up for investment
+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
* believe mi i hve tons of ideas « hide details