National Birthday, eh am i too foreign to the country tht i felt nothing except tht i am not workin for the nxt day ? Or am i too self absorbed to care less . Heard a quote from cin yesterday after everything that both of us been through.
A mighty pain to love it is, and its a pain tht pain to miss. But of all pains, the greatest pain is to love but love in vain
This quote is exactly wht our encounter is and how we felt. Hers is much simpler with a direct implication with two parties .. Mine is much more complex with my own side of story, which nothin can or will be done. Wht it is is wht it will gets the max. Plain tired .. plain tired of disguising that nothing in my life changed .. esp my family , my feelings and friendship Hate burden like tis and getting frustrated on self-mockery, and it whole being a fake and afluke.. haizz y cant the day be over soon ?
++ cravings ++
+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
+ save up for investment
+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
* believe mi i hve tons of ideas « hide details