Met up with minshen n caiwen aso, if i hve failed to mentioned b4 .. seems like the topic surround back to their relationship quite oftenly. Attached couples tend to tok abt their other half or inquiry abt the other's other hlf, is it a trend or is it a habit , or it is on the basic of comparing. To compare which one is better or even wantin to envy each other. Is it really all us girls life to be ? Or am i just imaginin things ? Okie i might seems mean, but i mean hey I am not attached, how the hell am i to even join the topic , or worse feel a hint of jealousy ? I mean when both are tellin each other their better hlf, what am i supposed to do ? yawn would really consider rude. Fine .. i am juz being bitchy, mayb i am in a bitchy mood ( forgive mi aka minshen n caiwen if you r readin tis ). I juz dun feel like revolving my life on guys and am more interested in your lifestyle than your better half. I guess that why when i was attached, i dun really like to be asked abt my love life. Or am i juz expectin too much .. blah ..

Anyway, thinkin back ... when receiving a plushie as a gift, it does matter who is the person giving the gift. If it is a person you like, you feel excited and happy abt the gift and would cuddle it to death . But if the person who gave the plushie is oni a friend, no matter how cutie the plushie is, you would oni ruffle it a while and leave it at your display cabinet. This is wht happens a yr b4 and a yr after ( if you knw wht i am referin to ). Mayb it is the resentment that spoils it all, or mayb it is the annoyance of waiting for some1 you liked. Though not a bad person, still anticipating isnt wrong. But turns out it din happen, so i can oni say too bad for mi and move on it is ..

Blah .. too tired to tok .. meeting jovy, lvin , ben n gabriel later .. ja « hide the crap