I guess tht y so many ppl like to watch it bah, mainly becoz we want to believe there is a prince out there waitin for us( even though we knw it is self-deceiving ), and for us to be in a fairytale ... So in the end, i am still a girl anticipating for love. But strange though, my heart is still closed and reluctant to knw any new individuals. Its ironic and complicating. I am juz a girl ...

But bluddy hell, all guys in my dept treats mi like a guy, THANKS A LOT . Always Hit mi here n there or pinching me ... Pain one u knw, but cant get angry somemore, coz u knw they are juz fooling ard and there are of no1 for mi to be angry with, y waste my emotions ..

Haizzz .. been coding php like craze, and with the javascripting and HTML DOM, one day i will go haywire for it. Men, i hve reached my extreme on this of such crap and restrictions. Y ? Y ? Y ? Y am i so critical of my work and perfectionist in being precise with my compiled work. ARGHZZZZ , i juz cant stop makin my Layout aligned at the precise of for each row. I hve to stop !!!! NOOOOoooooooooo

Okie fine .. i am rambling .. sorry though ....
But i guess tht how i need to vent out my nite's work ... through my lovely blog =p « hide the crap