It is not as though as i dun desire gettin into a relationship, nor long for being cuddle by someone i loved, or even spending my time with tht some1 who i am comfortable with. But to sacrifice the freedom tht i possess now, makes me feel compiled to do things, and might even feel irritated easily which in the end might jeopardize the possible relationship. So in a way, when she was sayin she is not lookin for love, i really hope she will understand tht tht is the consequences tht she must undertake. But issit aso a way of growth? With tht kinda of way to grow, u learn to love urself more and aso to understand who u really are, what you want and wht to do. Once if all is being figures out, tht will definately hlp to blossom any future relationships

I guess in a way, some might not like the way i do things and treat things or even feel about my life, but i enjox it .. i enjox the way i am, hanging ard with frenz enjoxin wht i call girls talk, enjoxing the delicious cuisine with great company. True it might seems unrealistic for a girl who every1 tink tht they must end up gettin married and hving a family. But tht is wht i society perceives and not wht we reallly really figure out ourselves ...
Blah i am ranting again. Goin out now to work ...
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