frm the start .. i hve never stopped nor controlled my feelings for him ... ( at tis moment, pls do nt misunderstand its nt mr J ) but some1 else
at tht time, when i saw him ... its true tht the 1st time i saw him, i felt nothing .. coz of the long term bottled up feelings .. but now as times goes, feelings surged out , overwhelming myself ..
i hve never thot of him occupyin my thots ... i mean i should by den get over the fact tht i am evolving as times goes .. tinkin wise , action wise , maturity wise ... but i guess emotions is something tht u can never seriously get over of ... jovy said b4 ... as times goes , it will be better .... but times goes here and by ... i hve yet feel better ... though tears has stopped flowing .. though heart has stopped aching .. but emotions hve yet stopped loving ... but yet feelings hve yet stopped arching ...
i love him .. i still do ... no matter wht he is the one tht i gave my heart out to ...

mayb the part of whom i am a scorpio is tht when i gave my heart out, my heart will always be out
and tht i dunnoe how to get it back ... or should i say i dunnoe whether i wan it back or nt ...

i oni knw i love him .... with my whole heart, with my whole soul ...
i oni knw i miss him .... with my whole heart, with my whole soul ...

mayb i juz being vulerable at this pt of time ...
song that i made .....
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