a love triangle tht is to be confirmed ..
as in A like C and C likes A .. but B likes A
today episode was how the A receive hlp from C ..
And with tht, something happen to C's dad as well .. so while A receive hlp from C, she felt remorseful her attitude to him the last time .. and wanted to call C .. at tht pt .. B though unwillingly said to her .. since u receive hlp, it is only right to say thks .... no matter how by callin or even visiting ...
While B is sayin this, his eyes was full of this sadness and internal struggles .. as in not willin to say such words, but yet hve no choice but to keep his feelings to himself ...
At tht moment, i can feel wht he is feelin ... coz i am aso at the same spot .. no it is nt Mr someone .. but more of ... i hve to disguise my feelings and emotions due to a lot of external factors in my life ... it is hard ... and painful
but it is a choice i hve to made i guess .. but lonely nites are still lonely ... so much to wan to say i miss him ... or even juz to say tht i miss his touch ...
one issue is his touch is always the one tht can touch a chord in me .. juz a very simple casual touch ... yet i long for it ... but alas ... i hve to act strong, i hve to face wht i am facing now .. i hve to respect tht he has his own priorities to go through ... plus i dunnoe how he feels .. i oni knw .. i hve to hope and wait tht it is possible ... arghzzzz nvm .. i am juz ranting .. again .. ranting ... yaddah ... tht is wht i do best yor ... =D ...
anyway here's a latest update of me pic =D
close up
act innocent lol
side viewsacually now .. i am kinda of worry .. wonder how is min's granny now ? and how she feelin ... nvm ........
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