Sunday, September 12, 2004
i knw tis is mins after i post a post on how much i missed him but after i went to one of the frequent bloggers tht i visit ... i realise those tears are redundant .. no nt becoz i dun love him anymore ..
but becoz .. of all tht ... while i'm cryin on a guy who have no fate with .. there are ppl in india/africa there are starving and homeless.. tryin their best to earn as much money as possible for the day to go by
and yet i am here crying and sobbin over a love tht is nt longer in his heart.. true i still love him now .. but there are much more better things i need to do and can do now
i suddenly remembered the homeless people in india rural areas i been b4 .. doing their best to peddle for stuffs along the main streets .. while risking their lives to do so ...
comparing with them .. my problems are so trival ... i feel so beneath them right now ...
i decided ... frm today onwards ... i will never shed a tear for this past relationship ever
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+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
+ save up for investment
+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
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