Thursday, May 13, 2004
haizzz .. now watchin "the rose " by s.h.e
supposed to do assignments ... but no motivation le ... something upset mi now ...
quite troubled with it .... but sometimes it iz juz so depresssing ....
well forget abt it ...
tell u guys 1 funnie thingie ....
during the show, selina is a sick gal
and she died .... supposedly ...
but hor she was carried by her bf to bring her corpse see the snow ..
but yet during the moment , she wriggled her toes ... hahahha
it was subtle .. but yet can be seen ... hahaha
hahahaha she was supposed to play die ... no moving le ..
well tht din really cure much of my depression ... still more to come i guesss ....
i guess from now onwards, i really hve to move forward ..... all those memories will only hurt mi , haunting mi ..... sometimes tinking back, it been really great ... as in i feel comfortable with him .... lazing ard, being ourselves ...
but i guess tht all it is alreadi , nothing left .... i am grateful he has been part of my life once, guess it is time to say farewell .....
i feel very depressed , but i guess it is not more of the time to remorse for , for it was being anticipated of... long distance dating is really hard, i guess .. esp with my temper and attitude ... i wish i can curl up and weep my heart out ... but i cant bah, i still have lots more to do ....
take carez, dear ... i really did liked u very much ... though i really mistreated u, but i din really give up on anything on us .... but i guess by the way u givin all those avoidance also made ur decision up bah .... i will miss u .
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+ Get a Better Job
+ Coach Wallet
+ Ipod Nano 4GB in Silver
+ LCD monitor [ W/S opt ]
+ Johnnie Walker Blue Label
+ [ Sold ] LG Prada Phone
+ Ralph Lauren Polo
* White, Black and Blue
+ LG KS10
+ Nintendo DS Lite
+ R4 Option for DS
+ Digicam 7 mega pixels
+ Weight : 52 - 55 kg
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+ Ralph Lauren / Gucci Bag
+ Have a Business of my mine
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