Requiem about my Life * tht is if i have one *

2010-03-29T17:48:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Maybe this world is another planet's Hell."

reminding myself of the below :

Love is patient,
Love is Kind

It does not ency,
It does not boast,
it is not proud.

It is not rude,
it is not self seeking
it is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth

It always protects,
always trusts ,
always hopes ,
always perseveres .

Love never fails ....

2010-03-25T14:46:00.001+08:00

parents sometimes think of newborns as helpless creatures, but in fact parents' behavior is much more under the infant's control than the reverse. does he come running when you cry?

- Sandra Scarr

goin a trip to universal studios at night nxt week ... so excited ~~~~

will try to blog with pics if possible .. :p

2010-03-22T11:16:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Accept that some days you're the pigeon and some days you're the statue"

Went zoo ytd in a hot & humid day .. arghzzz i guess tht y Singaporeans only go zoo once in a BLLUUEE moon ..

But really kudos to the Zoo for keeping their efforts on educating ppl ( when the buying stops, the killing does too ) ...

nt entirely in a super mood today .. bye

2010-03-18T18:39:00.001+08:00

slurping up a bowl of black pepper potato chips

bz recently ... this weekend is filled with activity :
- go explore new turf for party
- go zoo ...

wahhh weekend is filled, gonna be super tiring ...

2010-03-15T18:46:00.001+08:00

slurping up a bowl of Jewels Artisan Chocolate's macarons

And all i can say is yumzzzz ..
Most Macarons i have tasted often give mi a sugar-high, some not in a good way. Even for TWG's macarons, i would only vague rmb its taste.. But for Jewels Artisan Chocolate's Macarons; i was craving for seconds minutes after i tried it .. yumzz

I got myself a box of 5 :
2 Black Palm Island Salt Macaron
* Filled with salted egg & almond cream topped with black palm island salt ...
just like salted caramel ( nt the taste ), but sweetness match with a hint of saltiness .. making it veri addictive .. i regret nt getting more
2 Butterfly Pea Bloom
* Filled with kaya & pandan almond cream
Ya Kun and better within the shell .. absolutely yumzzz .. Shell crisp and filling meaty ...
1 Green Tea
* Filled with green tea & dark chocolate crunchy pearl
Most filling are smooth, while this gives you a mouthful ...

Sighzz ... i crave ...

2010-03-13T17:05:00.000+08:00

reading : Jack Neo's Consolidated Scandal Blog

Yesh i am a gossip queen...
When i heard about the article on mr neo crying at press conference, i am tinking is he merely puttin on a show .. he is an artiste you knw, he can cry and weep as he put his mood on ...

When mrs neo fainted at that press conference, it is definately for real ... How many of us can endure our husband's infidelity, how many of us can choose to close one eye open another , so long as he comes home to the family ...

i knw i cant; frankly my dad walk out of our family 2 yrs ago. Me being a grownup what i can do is to harbour my hatred to him; i hve to continue to live on for my mum and sis ... i hve to be well as an example to move on to better things in life .. As much as it is hard, as human we aim to survive ...

Mrs Neo, bless you and be happy always ...

2010-03-11T18:50:00.003+08:00

Ramdom
quote of the day :If you are willing to admit faults, you
have one less fault to admit.

slurping
up a handful of flu medzzzz

Every1 is on hot tails on our dear director these days; shall i
further comment ?

Its been ages since i blog .. life changed; lost some stuffs ; gain
some stuffs ;

lets see when i get an iphone again .. perhaps i will update more from
there ( i din thot of it when i got it .. and i LOST ITTTT ARGHHZZZ )

2008-11-05T14:24:00.002+08:00

Long time no blog .. but juz wanna say this out ..

I heart McCain, sometimes change is nt really a gd thing ..
still congrats to Obama for being elect for president in US ..

Lurves this by McCain :

Today, I was a candidate for the highest office in the country I love so much, and tonight, I remain her servant,

2008-05-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

watching : Go Go Travel

I am bored .... veri bored ...
too used to my old lifestyle tht being free is much more stressful than being bz ...

2008-04-15T19:31:00.001+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" Men are like pennies: two-faced and worthless. "

See its nt my fault entirely that i always hve unhealthy food .. even my colleague tempts me to have them !!! Nt tht I crave for them is they who lure me to the devil's den !!!!

P.S. In case you r reading my dear Erika, I am kidding ....

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Chat Log :
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ERiKaa.. says (4:47 PM):
> do you hv a date tonite?
[tiredxxx] Ang€|ú§s™ ??? says (4:47 PM):
> nope
ERiKaa.. says (4:48 PM):
> wanna hv dinner?
> no sushi, and no soft drink for you
[tiredxxx] Ang€|ú§s™ ??? says (4:52 PM):
> !!!!
> den wht we hving ?
ERiKaa.. says (4:56 PM):
> carls?
> popeyes?
> bk?
> omg
> all junk

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2008-04-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" A diplomat thinks twice before saying nothing.."
watching : Hero 2007

SO exhausted ... Physically and mentally

Guess it is now really a strain on how my life is going to be like ... with the constant demand of everything evolving ... sighzz hve to learn to adjust and adapt .. really need to bear the exhaustion i am feeling ..
But so many things to prepare though ... checklist is like only 50% done, but still only like weeks away that to have them being resolved ...

As much as those, excitement on what is goin on is really building up the tension .. wonder how would it be .. will be constantly bz but fulfilling i guess ... pray for the better ...

2008-04-03T19:16:00.001+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Worry is like rocking in a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but gets you no where."

I cried throughout the whole nite ...
woke up with a massive headache and swollen eyes ..
My head felt like i was being hit by a baseball bat and feeling a constant strain on the crown .. Eyes so swollen with tears tht even the nerves of the sides of my face hurts [淋巴]... Even till now, I am still cryin silently at every stint of thots flashin in my mind.....

When is it enuff ? When is it enuff to please and make every1 happy ... I am juz plain tired, really exhausted by how i can approach it better,I too wan everything to be well too and i too am tryin my best to be better and swallowing whtever i can.. I been through so so much and really been hurt so so much ... I been hurt so much that even now the pain still exists .. even now, i can feel tht stabbin pain in me ...

2008-03-13T18:34:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"If you are good, you will be assigned all the work. If you are really good, you will get out of it."

Distressed by work ...
Distressed by life ...
A lot of things are happening and soon, making it even more difficult to breathe ...

Sighzz ... 2 more months to countdwn .. den is it bz bz time, but by then hopefully it will be better.

鈿棛 arh 鈿棛 arh .. dunoe wht it means ... nvm tht is for the later

2008-02-11T17:51:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" How come we say 'It's colder than hell outside' when isn't it realistically always colder than hell since hell is supposed to be fire and brimstone?"

Happy Lunar New Year every1 ....
been so tired these days with my back aching here n there ... but still managed to cover some places for visitation ...

Reunion with the family as usual for our is always done during lunch. With the usual suspects, me , sis and mum ....
As for dinner ... Had really gd sharks' fins soup ... ehh more of should be 佛跳墙 .... and the fins used ... i tink some1 should really call the protection of Sharks association for just this pot of soup that was being simmered like 3 days. The fins are like so thick and chunky which will make restaurant holders fall in shame when they are selling the sharkfin soup for the prices thay charge. The sea cucumber is cooked till of melting moments [tht should demostrate the power of the 'buo' gong of the chef], the amount of the abalone slices, japanese shitake mushrooms, scallops cubes , abalone clams used ... I tink my sister will die juz to exchange places with me just to drink that bowl of soup. Hmmzz too bad though coz i am nt really a fan of all these ... But i really like how the fish is being prepared, pan-frying the slices of meat and den deep-fried the bones and mix-ing them with a spring-onion, garlicy based sauce. Pig trotters are then double broiled with dried oysters(huo xi), seaweed(fa chai) till its cellulite being scrumptious... And tht is just the reunion dinner ....
K ... stop drooling every1 ... too much of tht is veri bad as well .. so moderation should be the correct way okie ?

As for the rest, can say they are juz hit and miss... But i did manage to have quite a few of my fav cny titbits - pineapple tarts esp the ones from bakingtray.com and they are inexpensive too( by nonya), i even know another supporter of their pineapple tarts too ... will target to get those nxt year. As for bak kwa, had some from jin fu yuen ... was told it is made out of real slices of meat instead of minced meat like others .. so tink sis would like it a lot ...

Tht sums up abt the food i consume ... wht abt urs ?

2008-01-30T11:43:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former."

Life ..
Life is really full of miracles izzit ..
It really how u wan to view it and how it is goin to be ..

Now I just wan to concentrate on the list that I am overwhelmed to be doing, preparing what is needed and most imptly stay happy for the future.

Time just seems to go by so quickly.

2008-01-04T13:22:00.001+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"To Human is Err. Then where's my bloody eraser ?"

There is really no eraser for me to use .. for wht is done is done .. and i hve to be face up with wht i done ..

Have to really pull through on being brutally honest .. leaving myself with no room to backout .. tht has to be the way to be done and how it should be ..
no pt, being in the shades, covering up for my previous actions .. and i hve to do tis ..

really really hve to be committed , without straying out of course ... for this is the only way out for now ...

2007-12-31T10:26:00.001+08:00

Seen Movies '06 & '07
~~Death Note [2006]~~

~~Death Note 2 :~~

   ~~The Last Name [2006]~~

~~伤城 [2007]~~

~~茶舞 [2007]~~

~~門徒 [2007]~~

~~心里有鬼 [2007]~~

~~조폭 마누라 3 [2007]~~

   ~~[我的老婆是大佬 3]~~

~~校墓处 [2007]~~

~~Hannibal Rising [2007]~~

~~Ghost Rider [2007]~~

~~300 [2007]~~

~~Shooter [2007]~~

~~Sunshine [2007]~~

~~Ocean's Thirteen [2007]~~

~~Transformers [2007]~~

~~生日快乐 [2007]~~

~~Alone (Thai)[2007]~~

~~The Simpsons Movie[2007]~~

~~Pirates of the Caribbean:~~

   ~~At World’s End[2007]~~

~~刺青 [2007]~~

~~Harry Potter and the~~

   ~~Order Of The Phoenix [2007]~~

~~Dead Silence[2007]~~

~~23[2007]~~

~~Music & Lyrics[2007]~~

~~性工作者十日谈[2007]~~

~~Fantastic Four: Rise Of~~

~~The Silver Surfer[2007]~~

~~女人本色[2007]~~

~~美女的烦恼[2007]~~

~~Resident Evil: Extinction[2007]~~

~~抽象画中的越南少女[2007]~~

~~导火线[2007]~~

~~The Nanny Diaries~~

~~28 Weeks Later~~

2007-12-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Your lawyer will get everything you own"

Still in depressed mode ...
Mentality nt veri stable at the moment ..
Tryin to recover, needing support ...

Got my DS with R4 option and thanking the individual gettin tht for the intentions is for me nt to tink too much and continue to be depressed ... Well hopefully that will work for it will make the rest of the things to be handled easier .. to recover and be well to continue forward, toward wht is ahead of. That will definitely hlp in any sense for any1 in the picture. For i must be strong and well ... trying hard ... really tryin hard esp with my body being so weak with symptoms and to cope with the extra load of everything else.

Dwl castlevania and from wht the past, i hve been a fan of that game ... Din play much of the ds, but i do hve a golden retriever "Jyu", whom is a playful lil boy. So far, he has learnt 5 tricks within 2 days .. tht quite an accomplishment i tink ... Cookin Mama is medicore, as usual .. now lookin for Cooking Mama 2 in order to do the whole connectivity thing.

I shallnt tok too much abt how i feel, but now i am still coopin up to myself .. dun like to tok too much unnecessary, guess tht is my usual style.

2007-12-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"It is only those who never do anything who never make mistakes."

Just read a quote ... which i tink is the best out of all ...

也许时间是一种解药, 也是我现在正服下的毒药..

2007-11-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" A diplomat thinks twice before saying nothing.."

Now there is really no difference btw mi living or dying ...

pathetic ? i thot so ...
neber thot i be so down,
neber thot i be in such pain,
neber thot i be so hurt,

neber thot of living now ....
dangerous thots, but tht is the way i feel now

2007-11-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Its ok to kiss a fool, its ok to let a fool kiss you, but never let a kiss fool you!"

now i am terribly hurt ... it felt darker than b4

2007-10-24T14:42:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" When they put unknown at the end of a quote, that means they probably don't no how to spell anonymous -unknown "

Birthday is only few days away ...
Wishlist shall be updated accordingly.
Though i knw not much ppl will actually read it, still i shall list them down !

2007-10-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

Happy bday Mr Wan ....
May you be blessed , and hopefully happy always

2007-10-09T15:46:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Wise men make proverbs, but fools repeat them. "

Den I must be a fool to repeat this proverb ...
Not gonna bother responding to any comments , ideas , thots ... juz tinkin wht to do next ... at least no matter what, i knw i am not alone ...

2007-10-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

listening to : 陈绮贞 - Sentimental Kills

Was at Cheerz'[陈绮贞] concert on Saturday, and what can i say, nostalgic moments juz surged up on the memories on how her songs were in my life.
She's one my favourite artists and still is, her crystal clear voice with hint of innocence. With her ideas of alternative rock and lil bossa nova combined. This is one of the best concert i been to, and I have been quite a few.
Sighzz, 旅行的意義 was really gd .. and she even had a different music arrangement for 還是會寂寞.
Now how many artists actually care abt having non-repetitive performance to her audience, letting her audience having a treat everytime she performed.
And of course, her 告诉我 juz really hit the spot, putting me into tears ...

Well, hope to see her soon.... keep it up Cheer. I will always be waiting for your new works =)

P.S. Had my favorite ou wa mi shua on sat after the concert, yumzz yumzzz =)

2007-09-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" How come we say 'It's colder than hell outside' when isn't it realistically always colder than hell since hell is supposed to be fire and brimstone?"

Din really blog last week, coz
- I was at training
- Mind is occupied by woes [not resolved]

Still wanted to say thks for our pui-ling to accompany me at the last minute for the terry-fox run. Dear gal, I know its been ages since ur last run, so thk u hving the sport to join mi for the run. Really enjox my run throughout, I feel veri much alive in it, the ability to keep up the pace with others makes mi veri happy. Though I am not superb yet, but I will continue to try to join in any possible marathon in the future :)

Attached are some pics we took.

2007-09-21T11:49:00.001+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"It's ok to let a fool kiss you, but don't let a kiss fool you."

Now it is super impt for me to go for my photography make-over ... To remember this phrase of my life before i make the decision now I am facing which i might regret ....

Either from Beauty Box or Makeover Inc ...

Most probably from the portfolio from MakeoverINc or the Bday package from BeautyBox ... Need funds ....

2007-09-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

enjoying a cuppa of Whiskey Dry

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2007-09-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

slurping up a bowl of Wagyu Grade 5

如果有一天将要离开这个世界，我希望最后的归宿是在你的怀里。即使喝下奈何桥边那碗遗忘前世的孟婆汤，来生，我依然能够带着对你怀抱的记忆去找到你。

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　在新婚之夜，我突然问了丁宇这样一个问题：“阿宇，我们总有一天会老去，直至死亡。如果可以让你选择，你希望自己最终的归宿在哪里？话甫一出口，我就后悔了。大喜的日子问这样的问题，太煞风景了。果然，丁宇沉默了。我正想出言挽回时，丁宇却开口了。

“如果有一天将要离开这个世界，我希望最后的归宿是在你的怀里。这样，即使要喝下奈何桥边的孟婆汤，来生，我依然能够带着对你怀抱的记忆找到你。”
黑暗中，我看不清他的神色。然而，丁宇的话中所透出的认真与坚决，却让我感觉到一股巨大的震撼冲击着灵魂。是的，那时，我是世界上最幸福的女人。

　　丁宇是个性格很温柔的男人。我不知是否因为这样的性格阻碍了他，至今仍然在一家公司里当着一名普通的职员。当初结婚时，很多朋友都不理解我为何会选择他，毕竟，他一个月的薪水仅及我的四分之一。然而我始终执着的认为那颗温柔的心能抚平我每日的辛劳。

　　结婚大半年了，我们始终住在公司的一栋三层楼的小公寓里。虽然只是一套两室一厅的小房子，可我们都没有怨言，用丁宇的话说：“房子和面包总有一天会有的。”尽管我也想住进一栋漂亮的房子中，但这个物价颇高的城市让我只想先安排好每日的生活。
　　然而随着时间的推移，我渐渐感觉到了一种悲哀。我曾经相信平淡才是爱的真实内涵，可日复一日的相同生活模式，让我开始心生厌倦。柴米油盐取代了浪漫激情，婚姻开始呈现的乏味让我对它未来的走向逐渐迷茫起来。
　　我多么希望丁宇也能感觉到，或者这样，他会做一些改变。但丁宇却似浑然不觉，每日如常。丁宇的文笔不错，还发表过一些小文章，所以，下班后总喜欢伏在桌上写写画画的。我想让他能更多地把精力放在工作上，却总未见成效。长久下来积累的对婚姻的迷惘和悲哀让我的心逐渐麻木和封闭起来，再也感觉不到一丝丁
宇的爱。

　　许勇就是这个时候闯进了我的生活中。

　　公司搞了一次晚会，我独坐在舞池边品着红酒，百无聊奈之际，一个中年男人邀请我跳支舞。晚上已经有很多人来向我发出过邀请，但都被我以各种理由婉拒了。然而面前这个男人，似乎举手投足间都散发出中年男性，特别是那种事业成功者特有的魅力，让我无法拒绝。
　　乐曲声中我和他轻轻拥舞在人群中。迷幻的灯光让我一时间有些晕眩。他在我耳边轻声说到：“陈冉！对吗？企划部的。” 我小吃了一惊，抬眼望着他。这个男人个子不是很高，大概只有1米76左右，然而那股气势却让我不得不去仰视他。“很奇怪是吗？如果连手下员工的名字都不知道，我还怎么混啊！”他轻佻的语气却使我心中一紧，疑惑下，我张口就问：“你是……” 恰在这时，一支舞曲结束了。他拥着我，附耳轻言：“我叫许勇。你是今天唯一一个和我共舞的女性。”说完，翩然离去，只留下我愣在那里。这个男人，就是我们公司的副总？而我，竞是今晚舞会中唯一和他共舞的人？
　　一丝虚荣的满足悄悄爬上了我的心头。

　　回到家里已是凌晨，推开家门，丁宇仍然在伏案疾书。见我回来，丁宇把书稿都收了，然后从厨房端了一碗面出来。
　　“老婆，累了吧？这碗是你最吃的……”
　　“鸡蛋肉丝面，对吗？”我打断了他的话。丁宇有些不好意思的挠挠头。结婚这么久，他还是像刚恋爱那会一样，经常用这个动作来表示他的不知所措。其实我自己也不知道为什么打断了他的话，但今天总觉得自己像做了贼似的，脱口又说：“你除了会写写字，下个鸡蛋面，你还能做什么呀？”
　　丁宇的脸色一下子变了。我有些愧疚地望着他手中那碗兀自热气腾腾的面，轻声道：“对不起，宇，我可能是太累了。”
丁宇也把表情放松了，柔声问我：“那，要不就早点休息？”
“嗯。”我点了点头。晚上睡觉时我头一回背对着丁宇，当他自后抱住我时，我轻轻地挣了一下。丁宇的手臂一僵，缩了回去。我没有说话，黑暗中，脑海里一直出现着许勇那浑厚而潇洒的身形。

　　平淡的日子有持续了一个星期。
　　这天正好是周末。刚下班，许勇给我打来电话。我一点都不惊讶他是如何知道我的手机号码的，毕竟，他是我的上司。
到家时丁宇兴致盎扬地说两人一起去湖滨公园，因为从今天起免费对游人开放。我歉然说道晚上同事约着一起聚会。看得出丁宇很失望，但转而他有笑说玩开心点。

　　皇伦饭店是本市一座很有名的四星饭店。能在这里经常出入的人非富即贵。刚到门口，就看见一身藏青色西服的许勇立在那里。我随着许勇步入大堂时，被眼前的华贵震住了。迎面正中央是一个彩色喷泉，喷泉背后的一个小圆台上，一位优雅的女琴师正弹奏着舒缓的乐曲，两边的餐桌上，尽是一些衣着高档时尚的男女。下意识望了一眼自己那已是退出流行的着装，我不禁暗生惭羞。
　　我们在大堂一株棕榈树后的空位上坐下。这个地方视线很隐蔽，坐着可以窥见整个大堂而从外面却不容易看到里面。几杯红酒下肚，我逐渐放松了自己。许勇端着杯子，含笑问道：“知道我那天为什么只请你跳舞吗？” 我不解。因为你独自坐那的样子打动了我。“我更是不解了。公司里美女如云，我想自己并算不上最出色的。“我挺羡慕你的丈夫。如果我有一位这样美丽的妻子，是不会让她在这样的青春里把双手变粗糙的”。
　　许勇话中的意思让我有些慌乱。这样一个充满魅力的男人对你说着这种暗示性的话语，让我突然有了一丝害怕。至于到底在怕什么，在那一刻我自己也不明白。我几乎是有些挣扎地说道：“不，许总。我丈夫是个很称职的男人。” 许勇竟然笑了出来：“你在自欺欺人！一个在幸福中的女人，是不该有你那样无助而茫然的眼神！它让你美丽的双眼失去了应有的神采！” 在当时，这番话重重击中了我的心事，我像一个孩子般伏在桌上哭了出来。半年多来的迷惘，被这个男人轻易的揭开了。钢琴乐的旋绕中，许勇的手抚上了我的头发，耳畔，是许勇温柔的诉说：“小冉，让我来给你的生活重新注入光彩，好吗？”
　　仿佛有一道旋涡将我吸了进去，我下意识地点了点头。
　　那晚，我没有回家。一个男人，点燃了我的激情，将我带入了那所——失乐园。
　　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　接下来的一个多月，我过的如同贵族一般富奢。我总是挽着许勇，如同一对热恋中的情侣，出入各种高级社交沙龙中。这一切都是那样的真实，我却依旧恍惚如梦。
　　那晚我没有回家，丁宇并没有过多的追问。后来去了公司同事才告诉我说丁宇电话都打到她们那里了。我知道丁宇已经明白我向他撒了谎，可是他为什么没有揭穿呢？不过我和许勇的关系是很隐秘的，而那些高级社交活动又是丁宇难以涉足的。
　　可丁宇却比以前有了变化，回到家中只是写东西，如果我不问他什么他也免开金口。他的飘忽不定让我更生厌烦，莫名的，两人进入了冷战。丁宇每日开始独自做饭，而我则和许勇在外面把日本料理法国大菜吃了个转。只是在一次回家时，看见凌乱的厨房和桌上几根火腿肠时，我的心中忽然有了一丝愧疚。

　　这天，我和许勇在一家商场里闲逛。这里面都是一些高档时装，可以说是专为许勇这类人设的。我想自己应该不在这类人中，但是原始的虚荣却被满足了。我漫不经心浏览着两边衣架上价格高昂的服装时，许勇的脚步突然停了。我奇怪地望了他一眼，他却没有看我，只是说道：“那个男人一直在看着你。”
　　我顺势看去，身子一下子僵了，钉在了原地。
　　丁宇。
　　我一阵慌乱。这种以他的能力买不了的东西的地方是他从不涉足的，我做梦都没有了到他竟然会出现在眼前。丁宇的眼神和复杂，仿佛很多东西铰在一起，那眼神，没来由让我心一痛。我抛开许勇，奔向丁宇：“丁宇，你听我说……”
　　丁宇转身跑了。
　　我顿在那里，紧咬着下唇，望着他消失的方向，一动也不动。许勇走过来，搂着我轻笑：“好了，别看了，我送你回家！”我斜了他一眼，心里恨他还能笑的出来。就在那一瞬，我生出了一丝疲倦和后悔。我没有回答，任由他将我送到家门口。
　　家中，丁宇正在狠命吸着一支又一支香烟。灯光中，屋里弥漫着黄昏的呛人的烟雾。只这一会时间，丁宇竟憔悴的似乎有些苍老了。我凝视着那张从相恋至今已五年的熟悉面容，眼眶有些湿润了。丁宇又狠一口烟，掐灭了烟火：“小冉，既然回来了就早点睡吧。”
　　他的语气冷静的大出乎我的意料。我涌起一股不安，问道：“你……你没有什么想问我的吗？” 他摇了摇头，露出一丝无奈而凄然的笑容出来：“不用了。有些事，不知道比知道要好。”我咬了咬嘴唇，轻声道：“阿宇，我……” 丁宇摆了摆手打断了我的话，“小冉，别说了。我是真的不想听了，你和他的事，我其实早知道了。”我顿时望着他，却看见嘴角那丝苦涩：“别忘了，我的好多同学都混得比我好。我一直不相信他们说的，今天却亲眼看见。你和他在一起那种快乐的样子，我已经很久没有见到过了。”

　　丁宇又点燃一支烟，深吸了一口，声音已有些哽咽：“小冉，我很愧疚。” 我哭了了；原来，他并非心中没有想法。我说：“阿宇，我们重新开始吧，好吗？” 丁宇只吸着烟，冷冷地望着我。那苍白的面容令我不敢逼视。
　　他的沉默，给了我清晰的答复。
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　一周后，我和丁宇把结婚证书换成了离婚证书。
　　走出法院的大门，我一时有些晕眩，仿佛一切都不是真的。
　　天气晴朗，空气中，也弥漫着一股异样的味道。压的厚重的乌云似乎沉甸甸地压在了心上。
　　我们都没有说话。还是丁宇先开口：“走吧，回去把东西收拾一下，等他来接你。” 我听了无话，全身却空荡荡的，有种很强烈的失落。我想哭，是一种突然间的情绪。直到现在，这一切恍然如梦，而我竟不知身在何方。回到那共同生活过的屋里，我便收拾着自己的衣物。我想把存折给丁宇留下，却被他拒绝了。外面，响起了急促的喇叭声。

　　许勇来了。
　　我步到门口，深吸了一口气，闭上了双眼。这屋里曾那样熟悉的味道将从此陌生，而我的心情却纷乱如麻，不知从何整理。忽然，丁宇叫住我，递给我一个盒子。我询问的看者他，没有接。他的表情又现出了往日那种急促：“这……这是送给你的。就算是个纪念吧！”
　　“谢谢！”我想打开，被他止住了。“别看了，走了再看吧。或者，永远别打开了。” 我又有一种想哭的冲动。望了一眼窗外，天气阴沉的可怕。虽然才下午五点多，却已然如黑夜降临。悬挂的电灯莫名的摇晃起来，接着便熄灭了数秒钟。我无缘无故打了个寒噤。
　　屋外喇叭声又响起了。
　　灯又灭了。
　　忽明忽暗几次后，灯泡挣扎着送来一次光明之后，彻底灭了。就在那一霎，我竟看见了丁宇脸颊上垂落的眼泪。
　　房屋剧烈的抖动起来。
　　一切是那么突如其来。
　　仅仅是沉默了几秒，屋外便如炸锅般，人声鼎沸，各种杂乱无章将我的惊恐推上了极致。
　　天花板上的墙皮簌簌地掉了下来。房屋的抖动更剧烈了。
　　我感到世界末日的来临。
　　一双有力的臂膀紧紧抱住我，低沉而镇定的声音响在耳边：“小冉，别怕，我保护你出去，然后赶紧坐他的车走！”
　　就在说话的同时，屋外依稀传来汽车发动声。丁宇护着我，摸索着打开门，我大声叫道：“许勇！许勇！”
　　没有人回答。
　　房屋的抖动让我已经站立不住了，许勇竟然不顾我而先行逃生更让我全身冰冷，满心都是被欺骗的绝望。
　　“喀喇”一生巨响，几乎同一时间，我被丁宇用力推到一边。黑暗中，一个重物压在了我的腿上，剧痛下的我大叫了起来。接着便听到丁宇闷哼的一声。
　　我的恐惧支配了所有的思维，开始语无伦次：“那个混蛋！竟然先跑掉了！混蛋！”骂了半晌又一阵剧痛袭来，反而让我从歇斯底里中清醒了过来。我试探着开始呼唤丁宇。
　　黑暗中，丁宇的声音清晰地传来：“我没事。小冉，你有没有怎么样？”
　　“我的腿被砸着了，动都动不了。”我的声音里已有了哭腔，“那个xxx蛋，居然先逃掉了，混帐东西！”
　　丁宇没有回答，半天，叹了一口气：“现在别说这些没有用的话了。好歹我总陪着你啊。”顿了顿，他有些无奈： “看来得等到明天才有人救我们出去，我的腿也被压住了。”
　　这种地狱般的恐怖经历我从未有过，疼痛和恐惧让我已经无法正常思考了。
　　我觉得自己已经快崩溃了。
　　“小冉，丁宇叫我的时候声音中仿佛有一点笑意：”还记得咱们结婚时，你问我的问题吗？“
　　“……”
　　“你忘了？再好好想想啊。就是新婚之夜的时候。”丁宇的语气还是那么沉稳，我的心竟也安定了不少。虽然不明白他为什么会在这种危急时候提到这件事，但我还是老实回答了。
　　“你说，明天的报纸上会不会登一则新闻，题目……题目就是……地震中夫妻徇情双亡？”丁宇的声线颤抖着。我一慌，焦急地问道：“丁宇，你没事吧？”在这无边无尽的黑暗中，只有他才能让我觉得安心。
　　“我……我真的没事，你……还担心我吗？……咳咳……”一阵剧烈的咳嗽之后，是长久的悄无声息。情急之下，我拼命挣扎着身子，腿上的剧痛瞬间冲击着大脑，我一下晕了过去。
　　不知过了多长时间，我悠然醒了过来。睁开眼，仍然是一片黑暗。恐惧如同一只巨大的魔掌抓住我的身躯，我极度无助地大声呼唤着丁宇。
　　良久，才听到丁宇微弱的声音：“小冉，我在……在这里，你……你还好吧？”
　　我终于痛哭出来：“阿宇，我……我怕……”
　　“别哭，别哭啊！”丁宇有些慌张，“我……我会陪着你，你别……别哭……”听着他强做镇定的安慰我，我的心仿佛被撕了一个大口。
　　“真的，别哭了。我……我以前不是说过，不管多……多危险，我都会在……在你身边……”丁宇的气息越来越急促。
　　“阿宇，你别吓我，别吓我！呜……”我泣不成声。
　　丁宇没有回答。
　　我慌了，心头狂跳。
　　“咳……咳……小冉，我……好想……睡……”
　　我的泪水如泉涌般不止：“不要，阿宇，你要坚持住，千万别睡着！”
　　“呵……呵，我……我不睡…我要陪……陪着你……到天亮……”丁宇的气息微弱地似在空起中飘荡。
　　一团火在我胸中燃烧起来，脑海中不断出现以前我们相恋时和结婚后的场景。虽然总是那么平淡，但现在我才发觉这种平淡竟是那么真实和宝贵。我一直在自我悲哀，却不明白自己所追求的幸福就孕育在这些平凡中。而我，直到这生死交关之时才发觉。
　　“小冉……我……好冷……，看来……我没办法……陪你了……”丁宇竟然还在自责！
　　“不！”我用尽力气大叫：“我不许！阿宇，你说你要一直陪我的，我再也不会离开你，我想和你过完这辈子！你答应我啊！”
　　黑暗中，是无尽的沉默。冰冷的空气里溢满了死亡的气息。
　　“对……对不起，小冉，我……我失信了……”
　　巨大的悔恨疯狂地噬咬着我的心，那种钻入骨髓的痛楚让我无出发泄，泪水却无法停止。我这才知道，这个用生命来拯救我的男人，是那样深沉地爱着我。然而，他的爱竟是用生命才让我真正明白！
　　无尽的悲伤中丁宇似乎在自言自语，只是声气却是极其微弱。
　　“如果……有一天……将……将要离开……这个世界，我希望……最后……的……归宿……是在你……你的怀中，即使……即使……喝下……孟婆汤，我……我来生……还是……还是会……找到……”
　　任凭我如何大声呼唤，却再也听不到丁宇的任何声音。撕心裂肺的悔恨让我彻底崩溃了。
　　冰凉透骨的寂暗里，只有我无止无尽的悲伤。
　　不知过了多少个小时，我终于被人从残垣断壁中救了出来。
　　眼前，是我这一生永远也不可能忘记的画面。
　　一面坍塌的墙死死压住了丁宇的大半个身子，只有左手臂和头还在外面。在丁宇的身下，一大滩血渍早已变成褐色。丁宇的脸庞仍对着我躺倒的方向，挂着笑容，似乎正准备继续安抚我的恐惧。苍白如雕刻的脸上，是一双永远也睁不开了的双眼。
　　我的胸口犹如被万斤重锤击中，一下子扑到他的旁边，抱着他的头，用尽了全身的气力嘶喊道：“丁宇——”
　　声音划开了废墟，却换不回永远沉睡的丁宇。
　　周围的救护人员无不潸然泪下。
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　一个月后，当许勇手持鲜花出现在医院时，被我当面把花仍到了他的脸上。病床边，是一叠散落的文稿，是丁宇在工作之余写的一本《我爱我妻》，里面，记述着我们自相恋以来所有的生活点滴。
　　我没有骂许勇，我不想让他卑劣的灵魂侮辱到我怀中的丁宇。
　　是的，我怀中的丁宇的——骨灰盒。
　　他说过，我的怀里是他最后的归宿。
　　我要他下辈子还能找到我。
　　泪水一滴一滴掉落在黑色的盒子上。那里面，是我一生唯一的记忆

2007-09-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"There are no short cuts to any place worth going."

跟着别人的尾巴，走的好辛苦。。。

2007-09-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

listening to : 花的姿态

如此清澈的声音, 陈琦贞2007 ....
2007 [A Piece of Summer] 演唱會

- 告诉我 »

- 还是会寂寞 »

2007-09-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Everything has beauty but not everyone sees it."

I hate myself ...

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2007-09-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

watching : Nataka - 19th Level of Hell
reading : Liar Game

Quite a gd comic : Liar Game ...
even more mind twisting and psychological than Death Note ... to tink of it, Death Note is only about death ... but this game is abt how you gonna live esp when u r in the game ....

Bought my 1st swim suit by roxy ... gonna go sun-tanned ... aso my first ... hmmzzzz

Will set up my wish-list goal 2008 soon
- registered for Shape Run 2008
- Woman day out 5 hr challenge [ keep hesitating to register till full booked ... i like that amore bag !!! nvm i got my new roxy bag to cover :p]

2007-09-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well."

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2007-09-03T17:18:00.000+08:00

listening to : 莫文蔚 - 我明白他

I found the song of the moment ...

我明白他
歌手：莫文蔚专辑：x »

2007-09-02T03:37:00.000+08:00

enjoying a cuppa of Whiskey Dry

My ex forced me to tok ... and i refused ...
Coz i dun like to be confronted ...
Coz i tink somethings are nt meant to be discussed anymore
Coz i dun tink there is a need to
Coz i dun like the way he tried by following mi tonite and using hp to msg mi tis n tht
Coz he dunoe the line on when i dun feel comfortable on or nt

Its nt tht i dun wan to treat him as a friend, but the way i can sense frm him.. its like he is still hung up, nt tht i no longer hve feelings or memories about the past. But things tht has been locked up, sometimes its nt gonna b gd to let it out. And for his sake, i prefer to stay clear and hence the refusal to tok ... I dun mind being friends with him, but frm the way he is ... is like he is expecting something and i dun wan him to tink it tht way. I am sorry, i truely am ... But i dun wan to cross the line which he cant denied that was drawn by him. his cruelty in the past done a lot of damages and scars which like i said is meant to be locked up, and also might caused me to sash out. I dun like that, Pushin me like this tonite is something that I am afraid of and disliked .... I dun mind him tok casually throughout the meeting which he din, but yet took the opportunity to follow mi to the bus and den alone with me to tok .... Sorry i cant deal with tht ...

Too tiredzzzz, gonna slp ... Ja

2007-08-31T15:57:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" A diplomat thinks twice before saying nothing.."

我好想哭。。。

歌曲：记事本 »

Btw today might be Eric last night to play with timmy ... Those who are interested, please come ... for you might lose the chance to ever hear the best guitarist and setup ever within SG

2007-08-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

video of the day : 一人一半

The saddest part is :

You chose nt to be honest ...

And with everything, it burns

一人一半 »

2007-08-26T13:28:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Everything is funny as long as it is happening to somebody else."

Been crazily bz by some issues of work and work that is being live... nuts when u have the prod database based and try to stimulate it in SIT environment. And when it comes to accounting entry, everything can blow up to many different lvls u cant imagine .. haizzz no choice being hunt dwn by yongmeng, ~~but its an surprise that he has called during these 2 days~~ [ i shall strike that out in case i jinx myself out ]

Anyway had a class gathering planned out juz on saturday itself before i head out to frenz place. It was intended to be bbq cum potluck event and I baked desserts [ blueberry cheesecake & a flourless dark chocolate cake ]. Turn out okay bah. but becoz its an flourless chocolate cake, it is very mushy if place in room temperature for too long, Hence keep in note to fridge it properly. Blueberry cheesecake has the digestive crackers crust which i adore and the choco cake has the oreo crust but a fabulous [ but mushy texture ] dark choco cacao hidden, that i mixed in 3 different chocos content from milk , 72% to 74% choco, using up the full bar and a almond butter frosting [ utterly rich for it is made from scratch from toasting , to blending ]
Oh ya, did see quite a number of ppl in the class gathering and even my ex. Dunnoe wht to say to him, but juz a formality on being accquintances i guess. No choice bah, nt that i still harbour any ill feelings to him but being as it is seems to be the best option. Worse thing was i cant act awkward to him infront of ms J, else once she knew abt mi n him, she will definately smirk on being head on of us together. Blah ..... she n her lovey dovey hubby [ which ling said was 小龙女and 杨郭] and of course nt to mention that she came before trying on her weddin gown ... Blah Blah Blah ... yes i am bitchy, utterly bitchy towards her ... ewww

Blog the whole thing later, lunch ~~~

2007-08-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" Why do people say, 'you've been working like a dog' when dogs just sit around all day?"
listening to : Gwen Steffani - 4 In the Morning

Gwen is great, fabulous and to die for. Her vocal is powerful and strong enuff to relay to the audience .. She even put a stunt out of her bouncers by running off stage and in the midst of the crowd TWICE. She even sat down at a seat in the middle of the block while ppl are pawing at her hahah. Now that is a crazy mob that I will steer clear of.

Had really great fun at the concert itself and I was basically humming to most of the songs. But again it is a formal concert where seats are defined and I had to rush dwn from work [with working attire], hence cant be too wild nor high ..

Here a preview :

p.s. not done by me
Lets see can we get any more samples from it =)

In the meanwhile , here the lyrics to
- 4 in the morning »

2007-08-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

reading : John Grisham - A Time to Kill

Find this article quite interesting. Hence sharing here.

主题：十二宫人际关系大揭密

男孩遇上女孩的那一刹那，总带着点微妙的感觉，两人的火花可以是情人、是朋友、是亲人，每个相识的朋友都是一种特殊的缘，在生命中都将占有一个重要的地位，一起来看看你和周遭的异性到底有什么样的关系吧！

人际星盘填填看

1、请在这个圆盘中，先找出自己的星座，看为第一宫
2、依顺时针顺序一一将2～12宫填完
3、从朋友的星座中找出朋友属于第几宫，就能看出你和他命运中的关系啦！

第一宫镜面关系 »
第二宫好人关系 »
第三宫哥儿们关系 »
第四宫依赖关系 »
第五宫恋爱关系 »
第六宫麻烦关系 »
第七宫互补关系 »
第八宫牵引关系 »
第九宫成长关系 »
第十宫伙伴关系 »
第十一宫陌生关系 »
第十二宫暧昧关系 »

2007-08-14T11:14:00.000+08:00

enjoying a cuppa of Sugar-less Soy Milk

I lurve drinking soy milk and mind you only those without sugar. Which means most of the time the soy milk i consumed are only from those auntie who made them fresh every morning or Sugar-less NutriSoy milk. With Mr Bean opening an outlet near my place, i now reckon a new favourite soy milk product.

The Soy Ice Cream

Yummzzzz !! taste so much like bean curd in molten form and yet taste a subtle sweetness within unlike those sugary syrup they usually drenched in your bean curd [which i can reccomend to try hving bean curd with soy milk without the syrup... divine]

2007-08-13T16:55:00.000+08:00

listening to : Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape

Am gonna see the concert tml evening ... Cat 2 but expensive still ... Had my new hair cut, freaking short ~~~ yikess, but refreshin as gals said ...

Looks super Chai Qin I tink hahahah ...
Anyway heres 2 new horoscope articles on comparison of different horoscope .. enjox

主题：12星座智商

主题：内心揭露无情的12星座排名

2007-08-12T20:20:00.000+08:00

watching : 剪刀，石头，布

after watching this show, i have this thot regarding this show .... at every event, this question keep popping up within the love n relationships of the actors & actresses in the show

在你说你爱她时，我是用什么心情祝福你？

2007-08-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

reading : Harry Potter & The Deadly Hallows

Though i am super bz at work, i really couldnt resisting blogging about this ... I am officially a fan.

Pictures of Suri in a Chocolate Candy Shop

2007-08-07T15:24:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Fools talks, while wise men listens."

主题：四相星座爱情的不纯真年代

我们爱得越来越勇敢，也越来越草率
我们爱得越来越炽烈，也越来越脆弱
爱，可以很容易，不爱，也可以很容易
拥抱，可以很容易，背叛，也可以很容易
也许只能说：Welcome to the age of un-innocence.

火相星座——角力
你有你的花花世界，我有我的精细算盘，彼此浮躁着生活奔忙。频繁的角力，不可避免的交锋，物质精神都有着前所未有的变革和考验，争不出个一统天下的标准答案，那又争个什么，爱情难不成也渗透着权力象征？
周围的人们插科打诨，爱情的笑闹风云变得沉重或者轻松，变化来得突然，误会来得容易，冲动总在必然，岁月被碾压之后，不再有孟姜女，更没有王宝钏，分手已是可以冲口的而出的事了。
原以为只须一个眼神就心意相通的情感，如今费尽唇舌都沟通不好了；原以为不畏沧海不惧桑田的情感，如今只消有人稍加挑拨，便误会丛生。

不纯真的年代，爱情成了火相星座手中的武器，还是武器下的牺牲品？

土相星座——遗忘
记起和遗忘都在一念之间，既然回忆伤人，不如随风而去，本不是洒脱的个性，何必学着假装忘了，莫不如真的丢弃，让忙碌的日子冲淡一切痕迹，让扑面而来的高雅的庸俗的事情抹平关于爱情残存的留恋，这并不难，周围充斥着机会。
你方唱罢我登台，看穿了爱情，不过是男女之间的激素反应，认真费时费力，专心伤肺伤脾，自己的世界里其实只有自己。土相星座并非缺失了责任感，而是只对自己负责，而对别人，对爱情，则是为了对自己负责，而选择不负责。
求一个稳定，便拥有更多的恐慌；求一个安全，便获得过剩的敏感；求一个爱人，便莫名多出个不定时炸弹；求一个爱情，便开始进入抛弃遗忘的循环。

不纯真的年代，是爱情遗忘了土相星座，还是土相星座遗忘了世间还有一种东西，它不是归宿，不是利益，不是交换，不是算计，它的名字，叫做爱情。

风相星座——残酷
这男人，这女人，再不是不嗔不怨的眷侣，用尽了勇敢去追求一份纯粹，却不可能拥有纯粹的爱情。风相星座从来都争取反抗的权利，争取在一起的权利，然而之后，却变的充满怀疑，反而不如当初遥远相望那样的珍惜跟满足。
轰烈的情感都会归于平淡，即使是用无比的坚毅冲破重大阻力而相聚，最后要面对的仍是千百年来亘古不变的命题，柴米油盐。只得如凡夫俗子般拧紧了眉头，为五斗米奔波，倦了累了，剩下一句，不如放弃。
密度大的世界不会再孕育出从容大度的智慧，彼此不断诉说着海誓山盟填补心中空虚，你是我的知己，我是你的唯一，转眼不知道谁又成了谁的唯一。

不纯真的年代，没有牺牲，不想错过，缺乏放弃，积极争取，残酷却还是成了风相星座爱情的结局。

水相星座——无奈
无欲无求的爱情，终于彻底成了一个遥不可及的神话。没有人再懂得简单的幸福，没有人只要对方快乐，自己就会快乐；没有人不求长相厮守，只求默默的守护。曾经无怨无悔的水相星座如今爱得不再懦弱，然而，也不再无私。
终是无奈，知道如今情爱凄苦，波澜多舛，不仅要跨过千山万水的想念，还要沾染灯红酒绿的诱惑；知道沉默年代，或许不该，太遥远的相爱，于是送君轻舟几万里，潇洒转头万事空。只是，为何头对头，背靠背，仍觉得是这么的远。
或许，世界上最悲惨的事情莫过于，两个人相爱，却又如此的不适合相爱。所谓爱着不难，相处才难，主内主外，妇权夫权，现实往往选择了适合，摒弃了爱。

不纯真的年代，水相星座的爱情更加成熟，还是幼稚？为什么总先是无聊，然后无奈。

2007-08-07T15:20:00.001+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one"

主题：你的爱情持续力能打多少分？

发现家中浴室突然开始漏水，一会儿滴滴答答个没完没了，一会儿又没了，除了拿水桶来装时有时无的水滴外，你还会拿出什么具体行动呢？

A.自己动手修理 »
B.暂且将就，看漏水状况会不会转好 »
C.立即找工人约时间修复 »
D.视而不见，情况真的恶化再想办法 »

2007-08-07T14:39:00.001+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one"

你多长时间完成一段恋爱

有“科学”统计说,两个人在一起的一段恋爱的通常保持时间是一年零两个月。在这时间之后,爱情的感觉已退去,只剩下亲情。且不管这个时间长短,如果恋爱分为相识相爱磨合到分手失恋这些过程,那么12星座进行完这些过程分别需要多长时间?

　　白羊座:三个月
　　一场爱情,从电光闪耀的那一刹那陡然开始,种下纯情的爱情果,而之后是羊儿辛勤而快乐地“催熟大法”,完全不顾季节的适应。一场爱情常常在吵不过三次架以后明白:只能如此了,就这么结束了,好快啊!再往下只是重复而疲倦的磨合,让白羊忍受不了。

　　金牛座:三年
　　当牛牛觉得似乎爱上了一个人的时候,半年的时间耗费过去了……然后是爱的磨合,一年365天,一天和另一天看似没有什么大变化,其实不过是慢性地消化爱的实质内容。对方心境已经几世轮回,金牛才恍然发现爱情结束了……3年,恐怕对金牛来说也是太短了。

　　双子座:一瞬间
　　双子常常用灵光闪现的一瞬间发现自己:爱上了。为自己下了结论之后,复又走出爱情之外。不相干似的相处了一段时间,又一个灵光乍现:没感觉了。爱情就这么在几个瞬间里完成了全部旅程。

　　巨蟹座:整个青春期
　　总是在某一个成长阶段,巨蟹有着同样的心思去爱同一种人。深刻粘稠得找不到起始终结处。那时期过去了,恍然回首才发现,爱已经过去了,随着整个成长期的心情。

　　狮子座:一年
　　对狮子来说,爱情很容易,成长却很慢,而中间要经历种种的炮火连天,刀光剑影,仿佛两个世界的对抗。狮子经常半途而废地以为爱情已经完蛋了的时候,却发现无法离开,于是回头再继前缘,一次次地回头,把时间和精力都浪费尽,爱情终于走完了全程。

　　处女座:一分钟或者一生
　　处女座的悲观和敏感,让爱情在眼前如水晶球般原型毕现。两人还没完全认识,他已经知道了这场爱情会如何开始与结束。于是处女另对方不明所以地截断关系时,其实是已经超光速地爱过了。但另一种情况,当他愿意去敞开自己经历时,却要耗费几乎一生,他才战战兢兢、艰难地完成整段心路。

　　天秤座:两年
　　如果一段恋爱最通常时期是一年两个月,那么在其余的10个月里,天秤分别用前五个月来考虑是否要和对方确立关系,后五个月考虑是否要和对方解除关系。衡量一定要仔细和准确才可以。真正恋爱时,他们会乖巧而顺其自然地进行,刚好一年两个月。

　　天蝎座:半年或半生
　　凭着天蝎的活力和野性,迅速地爱一个人然后迅速地经历爱情是很痛快的事。但他的敏感和深刻,总是在爱情的半途杀出各种的“程咬金”来决斗。这决斗的时间,如果快刀斩乱麻,那就最多半年;如果爱恨太深,半生都不够用。

　　射手座:一星期
　　第一天射手认识了你,决定和你相爱。第二天带你一起去玩,轰轰烈烈认识了很多新朋友。第三

　　摩羯座:半年
　　半年说长不长,不足够两个人暖热一颗心;说短不短,已经浪费了摩羯好多心思和时间了。摩羯恋爱的半年里,可能有三四个月都用来追逐讨好你,第五个月你们已经亲密成一家人了,第六个月便迅速把你当成亲人看待了。

　　水瓶座:不定时
　　水瓶的爱情老是不在状态下。有时候几天,有时候断断续续好几年。有时候两个人都老了时,他还有未完成的恋爱梦。不知何时开始的,也不知何时失恋的。

　　双鱼座:“永远”
　　永远是爱你的,永远有多远?双鱼的爱情,从认识你之前就已经预定好了,直到离开你很久后还在继续着自己的爱情,他迷迷糊糊地忘记了时间,永远记得爱一个人的时候说的那句话:“我们永远在一起。”

2007-08-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

reading : 医龙

K i hve to fess up ... coz i cant bottle it in me anymore ... Yesh Mr G, you are right something did happened but nothing crucial ...

I juz really needed a fren beside me and nt wantin to trouble jo or lvin, I den asked him for some dinner and company as in to chill ... Bad idea ... I knw in the past yr we have distanced ourselves as friends for I tend to be much more cynical abt life and nt wanting to tink as much as before. But still ...

Issue is I been treating him as a gd fren who is always online for mi to fire rants and chat with esp midst of the night, and whom he den tell mi his sad/mediocre stories some funnie some quirks in his life .. And i would soften my heart to give him advice as a fren and him doing the same as both of us are sensitive & rather emotional ... Now with tht issue between us[true in our last conversation, we said nt to tok abt it anymore], i feel it awkward to tok to him anymore. And somehow he too distanced me as a fren. And the fact that he being in an accident, makes mi wan to show concern to him as a friend but find it hard to for I dun wan him to mis-interpret my friendship. Arghzzz why cant things be as simple as it is ...

Pt of me being able to let the incident go coz its was accidental and I guess in some way will never happen again ... and him being a gd friend does matter too ... Toopid mi i knw for jo has been chiding me on what I told him ... Haizzz

2007-08-06T11:33:00.000+08:00

slurping up some mini buns

Both me and my aunt agreed we are not to meetup for any major shopping mall for the nxt 6 mths, for everytime we did, we would BURN our pockets so badly. Arghzzzzz

We 1st met at 'OG' chinatown lvl 2 where we were casually lookin at belts, which both of us ended up getting 1 each. We den went off to bugis for a bite but din for we agreed to treat ourselves a scrumptious japanese dinner. We were abt to shop at g2000 bugis, but i suggested that might as well go off to g2000 suntec which has a bigger storefront and much more merchandise and off we walked out of bugis, proceeding to Suntec.

Since we were at the crossroad of bugis, i bought her to a new cafe [Food for Thought] and we had the Combination Platter for One [SGD 6.50]. Rather good though, but she not much used to slightly cafe-ish food [sandwichs and salads], it was ample. The sandwich we had was pulled pork[with brilliant cracklings] and a roasted beef salad[meat was tender and succulent].

Suntec was great, for I got 2 shorts from veeko [yah i liking shorts now]. Trying to curb our shopping habits, we went off DMK.
You have to understand both me & aunt are shoe-a-holics, we had a blast at DMK and off we went out with a pair EACH again. G2000 was our initial target so we den slowly swag ourselves there, which my aunt spotted skirts [A-line] which she adored soo much and bought 2 in a go. There were pants going for $19 bucks each so both of us grabbed a pair each as well. Sighzzz anyway MNG was nearby, so b4 we went for our dinner we did got in and grabbed another basic MNG tee to our bz arms ..

At the end of the bag, my hands are so filled with bags tht I really got the term 大包小包

2007-08-03T12:11:00.000+08:00

reading : ???

Woman always go gaga with men who is cute, its juz animal instinct and all within our genes .. We cant deny that skipped heart-beat and tht slightly raised temperature when we see a cutie walkin right past our sight ... From the past, barbaric women would juz sought their mates with a club and wank in the head, dragging the unconscious mate to their bunk for some night-cap, no one told them anything about mating but they juz knw thats it. To mate for the nxt generation ...

So with babies like this [Matt Damon's kid & Tom Cruise's ]
Suri

Isabella

Sighzzz such cuties ~~~

2007-08-01T16:52:00.001+08:00

to be found at : GE - Porto Bello

Watch 2 movies during the weekend. Haben had much slp though since fri ...
Watched Alone on Sat with adam, met up with Trev on Sun and Anne for The Simpson Movie ..

heheh you guys will enjox tis part

Now gonna search for this 'Spider Pig' and set as ringtone hahahaha

2007-07-30T10:31:00.000+08:00

slurping up a bowl of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

Read this through forum, dun have other horoscopes though so cant post them, but if got will definitely be here, So please keep a lookout...

天蝎座，这个神秘、深奥的星座，最让星相学家感到头痛和困惑。正如它的象征动物蝎子一样，这个静悄悄、并不美丽的动物，能够做出让人类敬仰而又感到恐怖的举动――自灭。它具有超凡的高尚，让它们能够牺牲自己，像一个神话中的凤凰那样又得到再生；它又能够阴险、恶毒得像一条眼睛蛇，平静地把毒素注射到危及它的对象的体中。幸运的是，他们可以是你百年不遇的天使；不幸的是，他们会让你知道什么是可怕的恶魔。星相学家认为天蝎座“或者是天使，或者是恶魔，但绝不会在中间” 。

优点：
天蝎座人感情细腻而具有丰富的想像力，有谋略、富洞悉事物重点的能力，勇敢、实际而热情，意志坚定、有毅力，机敏、聪明、性感、直觉敏锐、悟力高。

缺点：
天蝎座人有时会冲动、易怒、倔强、难驾驭、冷漠，多疑、难以捉摸、心机较深、时常利用诡计与机智去击败敌人。

天蝎座的人外表冰冷内在热情，富有好奇心，很有眼光。与生俱来的贵族气质，性感迷人，使得蝎子在人群中间总是那么的特别和与众不同，独树一帜的个人风格和神秘性感的魅力令人注目。他们天生具有吸引别人的磁力，周身散发着活力、刺激而迷人的气息。虽然天蝎座的人天生不乏推理及分析的能力，能够一眼看穿问题的实质，但是他的直觉感应却更为敏锐，因而往往会有不按牌理出牌的表现。

这个星座的人有着强烈的第六感、神秘的探视能力及吸引力，个性强悍而不妥协，非常好胜，这是一种自我要求的自我超越，以不断填补内心深处的欲望。也由於如此，蝎族的人在心中总订有一个目标，非常有毅力，以不屈不挠的斗志和战斗力，深思熟虑的朝目标前进。在情感上通常是深情而且专情的，是敢爱敢恨的类型。

总之，天蝎座是一个有强烈责任感、韧性强、有概念、会组织（条理化）、意志力强、支配欲强烈，对於生命的奥秘有独特见解的本能，并且永远有着充沛精力的微妙复杂--『混合体』。

在黄道十二宫中，天蝎是最喜爱强烈感情的星座，在感情生活方面的表现炽烈、专注而持久，当嫉妒心一旦被激起，是深具毁灭性的。天蝎座的人通常是最具有「性」吸引力的，不论男女对性方面的需要量都很浓厚，具有深沉神秘而又热情迷人的致命性魅力。

在这方面，蝎子有着足以将你溶化的热情，也有着足以将你征服的精力，他的表现方式往往是激烈的。如果你的反应冷淡会让他立刻感觉索然无味，而提不起精神。假如你在与蝎子的性爱中没能感受到他那炽热的激情，那令人陶醉、痴迷的技巧，没能体验到那旷日持久、连绵不绝、无穷无尽的体能的话，那你应该从你自身找找原因了。没有人能在与蝎子缠绵过后而不心动神往的，若是蝎子没有尽心尽力的施展他拿手绝技的话，那他的另一半多少有些问题，蝎子很敏感，稍有不对和不快，都能让蝎子冷却下来。要知道在黄道十二宫中，蝎子的性能力与技巧都高居榜首。而且蝎子的好色程度可以用“超乎寻常”来形容，和蝎子的性爱总能有不断的惊喜出现，只要蝎子爱你，只要蝎子愿意，那你就会是天下最“性福”的人。

蝎子的确是一个爱、恨分明，性格激烈的人。爱上你，他便义无反顾，奉献热情与百分之百的忠诚、牺牲自我的享受，淋漓尽致把热情与爱意紧密结合。但是天蝎座人不愿轻易将自己的情人曝光。也不为什麽，他就是不愿意。这跟他的情人见不见得了人，没关系。直到已经论及婚嫁，才会把情人介绍给亲朋好友。忠实与完全的爱，是蝎子最最在乎的。他受不了背叛，自己也不会背叛别人。一旦背叛了他，等於抹煞了他所有的忠诚、爱、和奉献，这样会激怒他，逼他走上复仇的路。不过并非每只蝎子的复仇性格都极明显，Ｏ型蝎子最强，Ａ型次之，ＡＢ型再次之，Ｂ型最弱。

通常，蝎子不会以高姿态出现，非常谦虚，他看起来会十分沉默，但是那分沉默令人感到他是在蓄势待发，这将使别人觉得不安，隐约觉得他具有出奇致胜的攻击性。不过，外表上，天蝎人看起来总是和善的，经常保持礼貌性的微笑，也会主动以亲切的语气与人寒暄。蝎子天生具有奇异的气质，免不了让别人觉得有压迫感。事实上，他除了有引人侧目的气质外，还有喜欢别人对他侧目的天性。天蝎座的人往往可以用一种不可思议的魅力去魅惑别人。然而，由於自制心强，又带有神秘色彩，所以也有让人感到难以接近的一面。

思虑周密，体贴是天蝎座最大的优点，可是却很少表现出来。天蝎座的防卫心重，很少有能够对别人完全放心的，不过却能严守他人的秘密，绝不露出去，这点和射手座是不同的。天蝎座很适合做一个可靠的朋友和情人，除非遭到朋友或情人的背叛。他很够朋友，但这仅限於你是他的朋友，如果你背叛了他，那你就会是他的敌人。他的思想及行为有时相当极端，他可以作个好人，也可能成为坏人。

天蝎人

一、天蝎的爱是所有星座中最真挚最持久最深沉的。据统计，白头携老、永不分离的动人爱情，天蝎夺冠，所占的百分比远远超出排名第二的魔羯十多个百分点。天长地久不是神话，只因人间还有一只与众不同的蝎子。

二、天蝎有时很爱捉弄人，有可能对朋友，也有可能对爱人，但全无恶意，只是童心未泯。

三、天蝎不喜欢争吵，大多数情况下会用沉默来代替内心的不良情绪。但若遇到十分气恼的情况，他/她会发威，口不择言不用费劲地说出世上最恶毒的语言来给对方听，伤了对方。等天蝎都说完了，心里的气非但没消，反而更大了，这一点可能大多数人都觉得想不通。恋人可能会被骂得狗血喷头，但过不了两天，天蝎会主动反省的。

四、天蝎其实内心多少是有些害羞的，远不象别人看来的那样我行我素，却依然让人着迷，蝎子确实有着令人喜爱的天性。
五、天蝎虽然个性强悍不妥协，但偶尔也会有例外，这是很少有人知道的，那就是感情，所有的文献中都提到了蝎子对情感的深刻和强烈，蝎子可以为爱付出一切，牺牲一切，包括生命，这种对爱的博大胸怀和无私的自我牺牲精神注定蝎子有出人意料的表现。

六、天蝎总在举手投足间散发出无与伦比的迷人性感，不知迷惑了多少的异性，别忘了，蝎子还有一双能够洞穿他人灵魂深处的深邃眼神。在与这样一位神秘又性感的人相处中，你会完全不自觉的被他所深深的吸引，欲罢不能。的确，深有同感。

七、天生的贵族气质和深沉超脱的个性，为蝎子增加了炫耀夺目的光环。

总之，如果你爱天蝎的话，那就好好珍惜天蝎的爱吧，因为他们是很认真的在爱着你。

八、天蝎其实是很容易被感动的，前提是他/她是真诚的，切莫在蝎子面前故弄玄虚，蝎子能马上感觉到，伪装是没有用的。

九、天蝎平常的脾气是典型的外冷内热，但能被他们热到的人并不多，越是天蝎表面对你很热情的话，那大都只能证明一点，他/她对你没有太大的兴趣。反之，表面上对你带搭不理，其实内心已经在向你靠近了，当然也不是每次都是这样，这就要看你的眼力了。说不定天蝎烦你烦得要死，连那份表面的热情也赖得装给你看，呵呵。

十、天蝎座的人有时有些玩皮，自愚的能力也挺强。

十一、天蝎勇于承担责任和错误，并能自我反省，这是很多人无法做到的，如果世上还有一个能挑起所有的责任和错误的重担的话，那就是天蝎，不为什么，在天蝎来说，自己担起所有的责任，是为了能让另一半或朋友能够轻松的面对人生，这种超然的思想境界在旁人看来好像是不可思议，但蝎子就是这样一个人。

十二、至于天蝎的那个方面，就略过吧，经历过的人应该更有发言权（到处可见和听到蝎子那超人的能力），不说了~！

十三、有人说，天蝎爱起来就像火山爆发，恨起来就像冰山一角。这个还是有些道理的，天蝎的爱有时会让对方受宠若惊，甚至有些防不胜防的感觉，比如某天突然出现在你面前对你说：我是来找你的，咱们一起吃晚餐吧！之类。对方大都还以为他们又受了什么刺激，忐忑不安地跟他们去吃一顿好似霸王餐的饭；但冷起来，又会很生硬地对待你。

十四、天蝎天生就有一种保护人的欲望，外出购物的时候他们的本能是要首先掏腰包的，不是虚荣，看到对方满足的样子便倍有成就感。当然这一点放在女生身上可能会有所收敛。

十五、天蝎很少会对人说：“求”这个字。宁可这件事不做了，也不会轻易开口向别人求助，他们只是不想欠别人的。

十六、天蝎有时有些极端，如果恋人的做法实在让天蝎承受不了，蝎子就会把那个人以前的“罪行”全部翻出来，不需要经过太久的思考，就会做出一个很吓人的决定：分手！一旦他们开始这么想，那是谁都拉不住的，只有蝎子自己能拉住自己。

十七、天蝎在很多事情上都能有所预见，即使有些事恋人没有如实地讲出来，天蝎的他/她却早已了解实情，但却不会当面揭穿恋人。

十八、天蝎在和恋人一起时，就会变得很傻，傻到好像世界是静止的一样，仿佛天蝎一和恋人见面，便会钻进一个不透明的盒子里，傻傻的，傻得可爱吧。

十九、当天蝎和自己的恋人闹别扭时，开始的时候他们会很坚决，大有一种决不首先向对方妥协的势气。这一点对于已经熟悉他们的恋人来说，早已习以为常了。聪明的另一半都会等着天蝎自己把气儿消了，便会主动送上门来，呵呵！可是莫名其妙地即使是对方做的不对，时间一久，天蝎就开始想对方的好了，什么对方的体贴啦，关心啦，......等。于是自己主动找上门和恋人和好如初就像什么都没有发生过。虽然蝎子的内心是有些气的，但一见到恋人就又“傻”过去了。

这就是我所了解的天蝎，可爱、纯朴、又有点坏坏的天蝎。

二十、天蝎即使发现了对方的有意隐瞒或欺骗，天蝎并不会当时就揭穿，而对方却不能自圆其说。到那时候，天蝎会冷冷地说一句：别装了，我早就知道了！然后扬长而去……虽然天蝎也许会有些生气，但因为最终当面揭穿了对方的谎言，在内心永远都会鄙视那个欺骗自己的人。所以，友情提醒一句：千万别骗天蝎，一旦被发现，会面子扫地的。

二十一、极少见到天蝎哭！这也只能证明天蝎的刚强，而不能说他们不容易被感动。应该这么说：一滴天蝎的眼泪，在渗出眼眶之前，早已在心中酝酿了许久，甚至可能在落下之前，已经悄悄蒸发。篡改艾青先生的诗给流泪的蝎蝎:为什么我的眼里常含泪水,因为我对**爱的深沉(**是啥自己代入,我不说了)

二十二、相信很多人都对天蝎的眼神印象深刻，会说话的眼睛，可以透视人心，且具有不可思议的压迫力。仿佛自己在蝎子面前是透明的一样。

二十三、天蝎女生当自己的恋人做了让她们很难过的事，她们不到一定时候是决不会主动跟恋人说起的，只是心里默默地难过，却勇敢的站在人群中，如同雕像一样，漠然地看着身边那些恋人们的甜蜜欢笑。这时的天蝎说话比平常少得多，周围的人都会以为是不是天蝎又被人惹怒了，所以都躲得远远的怕引火上身，其实她只是没有心情像平时那样和周围的人谈笑风声而已。

二十四、当发现周围的人都躲着天蝎的时候，天蝎们也觉得很好笑，为什么大家会离自己远远的。其实说白了，是天蝎的脾气不好，可能有的人还会认为天蝎是个怪人，有点喜怒无常的感觉，其实是很多人都很难真的了解天蝎，就连很多学者和星相专家都很难说能完全把蝎子分析透彻，在12星座中，最难让人明白的就是天蝎，所以有了许多的天蝎之最。

二十五、天蝎对朋友的定义很严格，那种酒肉朋友他们是决不看在眼里的，只有那些真诚、讲信誉、很少玩嘴和不爱打别人主意的人，才会让天蝎放下心来和他们做交心的朋友。顺便说一句：天蝎对自己的朋友是很好的，自己吃一些亏也无所谓，只要朋友能在他们需要的时候陪他们聊聊就足够。对于朋友的事情，他们也会当做是自己的事情一样，热心去帮助对方。如果你身边有一个天蝎的话，应该是比较幸福的哦！当所有人都离你而去，若还有一人在你身边，那一定是蝎子。

二十六、再说说天蝎的异性朋友吧，在没有正式的男友或女友之前，天蝎的异性朋友还是很多的。

二十七、一旦天蝎有了男/女友，原本的异性朋友关系就变了。天蝎会保持距离很有分寸地和他们来往，决不越界。

二十八、蝎MM和蝎GG骨子里是争强好胜的，比如在路上和别人“飙车”的，八成是天蝎，（尽管有时骑的是自行车！）这一点也很古怪。如果遇到蝎蝎生气的时候，那你就更不要和他们比了，比不过的，不信你可以试试。哪怕是蝎MM，他们自己都说不清楚干嘛要这么做。（个人认为蝎MM的确不是很温柔）

二十九、天蝎有时会宠坏了恋人，即使一个天蝎的女生也会像个“男生”一样宠着自己的恋人，恋人的一些要求会尽量地满足，哪怕是有一些过份的。

三十、天蝎喜欢占卜，什么星座啦属相啦，他们都比较关心。对于一个刚认识不久的恋人来说，天蝎们会很有兴致地查看关于星座配对啊，属相相和啊之类的东西。看到两人相配的文章，天蝎心里那就甭提多美了，就像喝了一杯酒之后的感觉，一个字：爽。如果碰到说两人不合的情况，天蝎会在心里告诉自己：这都是瞎说的！唉！蝎蝎啊，在这一点上真是有些自欺欺人。

难怪一个同学说：天蝎自己就是个半仙儿，对于星座知识的了解实在是两个字：全面！

三十一、天蝎对恋人的包容度和理解力是绝对令人赞赏的，但不包括恋人的欺骗和背叛。

不要让你的这只蝎子对你的表现屡次失望，千万不要考验他们的耐心，对于他们来说这是一种挑衅，如果你明知故犯，天蝎是决不会回头的，坚决放弃你，尽管内心未必不留恋你们的感情。

好好珍惜蝎蝎吧，他们的爱都不掺杂质，纯纯的，傻傻的。直到你做了太多太多伤害到他/她，让他/她失望的事情，他们才会悄然离去。

三十二、天蝎对于感情十分敏感，对方的一个小小的动作或眼神，他们都会看在眼里记在心里。

三十三、天蝎座的人有一点刘若英为爱痴狂里的那种人的特点，对待爱情是傻傻的，直直的，用心的在爱。

看透不说透应该是天蝎另一半的明智之举，但前提是：你一定要看得透！蝎蝎说话做事喜欢拐弯儿，如果蝎蝎的一些做法说法，你并没有理解其用意的话，那么蝎蝎对你可就失望至极了。

三十四、综上所述，要做好一个天蝎的恋人，还是很不容易滴~~同理，若你已成为了天蝎的恋人，也证明你得到了天蝎的认同，至少在天蝎的眼里。不看不知道，天蝎真奇妙~~

三十五、天蝎骨子里有伤感的成份，所以在遇到像雨天，他们的心里就会“触景生情”，变得很温柔。如果是一个人呆着，也许会发呆想自己以前的恋人或感情，或是思念现在的恋人。

蝎蝎是喜欢浪漫气氛的，当然有他们自己的方式，比如俩个人静静地抱着看外面的雨滴；打着伞在街上踩水等。这些都是外人觉得很无聊的事情，但在蝎蝎看来是无比美好的。

三十六、蝎蝎的醋意是蛮足的，所以千万不要在这方面挑衅他们的忍受力，他们会很恼火的。蝎蝎可能会突然变得心不在焉，觉得恋人真是没心没肺，于是便会莫名其妙地发脾气把恋人吓一跳，更有一些恋人到这时还不明白为什么蝎蝎突然这样？所以，请蝎蝎的恋人注意哦，时间久了蝎蝎会突然转变的，等蝎子爆发出来，那就晚了。

尽管有时蝎蝎会发火，会说话恶毒，那只是因为气不过。千万别拿蝎蝎的气话当真，女蝎蝎和男蝎蝎一样生起气来火爆的很！相信有人见识过吧？

三十七、天蝎有时会让人觉得高深莫测，令人难解。有时又让人觉得有些脾气不好。唉，蝎子啊蝎子，好也是你，坏也是你。

三十八、天蝎有时会捉弄恋人一下，看他/她到底是怎么想的。这种事情在女蝎蝎的身上发生的比较多。

三十九、蝎蝎的心很软，比如：和恋人闹别扭了，不管是谁的错，只要恋人主动回头，只要不是原则上的事，用不了几句“甜言蜜语”蝎蝎就软了，立马和恋人又腻在一起，好像什么都没发生过一样。心太软，KANONO说的没错，蝎蝎是壳硬芯软的，嘿嘿！

四十、蝎蝎的耐性不是很好。若是让蝎蝎面对一个又哭又闹的小孩，他们多半是会疯的。刚开始蝎蝎还会相对温和地对待并且不断提醒自己：要温柔要有耐心，若不见效果，那么便会是一顿发作，连吵带打武力解决！要么蝎蝎就会在小BABY哭的时候躲得远远的，不是不爱他们，而是真的受不住。其实心里非常喜爱孩子。

其实蝎蝎不是心肠坏的人，只是有时候不被大多数人理解而已。蝎蝎还经常受伤咧~

上帝是公平的，这些缺点和蝎蝎的神秘感、吸引力、毒药之类的说法是相对的，正好平衡了。人无完人啊，嘿嘿！

情感强烈是蝎子座的人最普遍的特点。我至今没有发现感情因子缺乏的蝎子。他们有着异常炽热的感情，但大多藏得较深，平时看来是个比较和气的人，一般不爆发，爆发时绝对是喷涌而出的，有着强大的震慑力。

能促使蝎子爆发深藏的感情的事情其实并不多。我总结了三种情况。

一是欺骗，这种欺骗也许不是很大，也许发生在很好的朋友甚至亲友之间，也许只是一桩小事，但蝎子看来，重要的不是欺骗造成了什么损失，而是欺骗这种行为本身，他认为这是强烈的不信任感，是对他的不尊重。用欺骗伤害蝎子产生的裂痕一般是不容易消除的。当事人在蝎子心中的地位可以说马上会大幅下降。经观察，没有哪个星座的人象蝎子这样如此深地看重信任和尊重这两个词，他们一般对此都很敏感。敏感得容下不在他许可的范围内出现一粒沙。越是亲密关系间的欺骗，对蝎子的伤害就越大。因为他们对朋友往往交出真心，而这种付出偿来的若是欺骗和背叛的话，蝎子的心会冷到极点。

二是侮辱。敏感的蝎子其实并不那么开得起玩笑，当然他们能敏锐地分辨出你话里的真实含义，善意的玩笑他们还是不会拒绝的。但带刺的话他们绝对能马上听出，他能感受到你语气中的真实的感情成分。很自我的蝎子绝对不容忍别人侮辱他贬低他。也许一件事情让他糟糕，让他吃亏，但如果需要的话他能压抑住自己的情绪。惟独侮辱不可以，你可以感受到蝎子那一刻表情越发阴冷，牙关紧闭。那是他在积蕴力量，你能感受得到他强压怒火的眼神，开始起伏的胸膛，只需要一个小小突破口，巨大的能量就要喷薄而出。这个时候，了解他们的人还是赶紧收口吧，否则谁都不知道会发生什么可怕的事情。我自己就经历过多次这样的情景，从来都是猛烈的瞬间爆发，不明白的人奇怪怎么突然发这么大脾气，其实真实情况是，他忍着气已经很久很久了，只是你硬逼他爆发的。

三是为了他认为重要的人。蝎子是活得孤独的人，他们自己都会发现。生命中他重视的人，他一定会倾力保护，蝎子为了保护那个人时，显现出的感情是强大的。这个人最大的可能就是曾在蝎子需要时给过真正理解温暖关爱的人，哪怕是一点点。象会记恨一样，蝎子对那些对他真心好的人绝对是记在心上的，没有太多的表面的东西，关键的时候，真正肯为你牺牲的那个朋友，肯定是他。对他最爱的那个人而言，蝎子有可能的话甚至肯为她去死。如果他心中的那个她被别人伤害的话，蝎子会有剜心的痛，这个时候，他可能会暴露出最阴暗的一面，如果要把报复和蝎子联系起来的话，那么这种情况当属第一。蝎子这时候可能会在巨痛的驱使下，用最黑暗的力量为她去复仇去摧毁敌人。在我看来，蝎子最最强烈感情表现出来的时候，应该就是他为了保护她的时候。

天蝎座有趣票选：

哪个星座的人说话最毒? 第1名天蝎座
哪个星座的人最独立? 第1名天蝎座
哪个星座的人最性感? 第1名天蝎座 [dun tink so]
哪个星座的人最有才华？第1名天蝎座
哪个星座的人最够朋友? 第1名天蝎座
哪个星座的人最有魅力? 第1名天蝎座 [dun tink so]
......

天蝎座:

魅力第一名 [dun tink so]
冷感第一名
专情第一名
扮酷第一名
理智第一名
性感第一名 [dun tink so]
......

智力测验平均最高者:天蝎座女生
心机最重的人:天蝎座女生
做事最有计划的人:天蝎座男生
做事最贯彻始终的人:天蝎座男生
最喜欢玄学算命的人:天蝎座男生
最爱好自然的人:天蝎座女生
最会调情的人:天蝎座男生
最心细的人:天蝎座男生
......

天蝎之最：

最神秘，话最少，最多美女[tink tis a joke]，最有判断力，生气时最可怕，最好色，最易羞涩，翻脸最彻底，最大男人主义，最有心机，最不易上当，最怕吵，最会保秘，最深谋远虑，最不相信人性，最细心，最性感，最讲义气，最会挖秘密，最适合做007......

天蝎座名人：

居里夫人戴高乐帕格尼尼费雯丽凯瑟琳·赫本莱昂那多·迪卡普里奥朱迪·福斯特林青霞林熙蕾哥伦布马拉多纳贝利菲戈希拉里理察· 波顿罗斯福钱钟书苏菲·玛索赵雅芝崔苔菁木村拓哉深田恭子希特勒黛咪·摩尔朱莉娅·罗伯茨隆梅尔张艺谋戈德堡甘地夫人阿兰德龙比尔盖茨艾兹拉·庞德保罗·西蒙葛莉丝·凯莉梅格·瑞恩杜斯妥也夫斯基查尔斯王子伏尔泰毕加索 ......

塔罗12星座排座次：

12　　双鱼座：12星座中一个比较脆弱的星座，没主见，任人摆布，意志力较差，成天讲些损人不利己的话，缺乏原则，有滥情的倾向。调查结果显示，此星座犯罪率居然是12星座之首!

11　　双子座：此星座虽然口才不错，却不知只是浮夸肤浅，任何事都是一知半解，却总把自己当才子。喜爱八卦和论人是非，喜新厌旧，缺乏定力，易受诱惑，综合实力不高，可以说是双鱼座的难兄难弟了。

10　　处女座：花心爱装正经，看似真诚，内心却颇多邪念，爱利用别人，斤斤计较，经不起挫折，目光短浅，大事看不清，总在细枝末节上做文章，一生都在追求完美，但没发现最不完美的却是自己。有些令人生厌的星座。

9　　射手座：活泼开朗，好动，爱冒险，不过此星星没啥耐心，意志力很差，往往做事半途而废。不拘小节，说话冒失，口无遮拦，不够忠实，三心二意，缺乏自制力。

8　　巨蟹座：此星座适合照顾人，细心体贴，善良，是慈父贤母，热爱家庭，并珍惜婚姻的关系，但毅力不强，生性多愁善感，心胸狭窄、喜欢被奉承，综合实力并没高出三等星座很多。

7　　白羊座：性格豪爽，外向、光明磊落，极具阳刚，缺点是做事易冲动，不动脑子，天真，好斗，不过女性会比男性好些。

6　　金牛座：稳重、踏实，有艺术细胞，为人较为诚实，属实干家，只要踏踏实实也能有一翻成就，不过此星座多为守财奴，一生为金钱奔波劳碌。

5　　天秤座：有风度，仪表堂堂，人缘好，但不够真诚。此星座一般贪图享受，懒惰，爱虚荣，喜欢呼朋引伴，意志薄弱。

4　　狮子座：有领导才能，有魄力，敢作敢当，做男人很好，缺点是骄傲自大，听不进好言相劝，多是表面的王者。

3　　水瓶座：注重人道主义，对名利不太热衷，财富与地位这类外在条件并不看重，对才学智慧着迷，注重精神领域，是成大事者的好选择，排名第三。

2　　摩羯座：吃苦耐劳，大器晚成，有野心，忍辱负重，坚韧不拔，意志顽强，大智若愚，是成大事者另一选择，综合实力仅次于第一名。

1　　天蝎座：深藏不露，明察秋毫，聪慧有创造力，胆大心细，意志坚定，深具洞察力，兼备12星座独一无二的第六感，是成大事者的首选，排名NO·1

2007-07-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

to be found at : Timbre
listening to : UnXpected

为何成人的世界里，总是那么的复杂？男人和女人是否没有真正的友谊吗？
真得不想想星期五的种种，可是因为把他当成弟弟的我所以不能释怀。

Arghzzz it shouldnt hve become such an incident, and yesh i agredd we not gonna tok abt it ever but its gonna scarred ....

No he din say he like mi, no I　dun like him as well but yesh i like him enuff as a fren and as a brother. And he is one of the sweetest guy i knwn for his ex-es and his past relationship and sensitive enuff to care as a fren whom enterained me during my slpless nites in the past. I rmb him being so sweet to a girl he liked in states which he went over to look for her and how i was there tokkin to him regards to his feelings n wht he did. Smoehow i feel responsible abt friday coz i am the older one and i should hve done something abt it.

2007-07-27T11:47:00.000+08:00

夏天、阿將、方威、BULU四人是從小在老西街一起長大的好朋友，現就讀學林商業專科學校，一個月後就要畢業了。
而夏天的父親，在西街當派出所所長的夏警官，明天就要退休了。但就在這一天，阿將他們跟學校的惡霸恐龍發生衝突，導致要被校長退學，到學校排解糾紛的夏警官沒排解成功，卻讓校長搞丟了他的佩槍。於是，大家談好條件，阿將他們繼續留在學校，但要畢業前的一個月內負責找出失槍，
好讓夏警官安心退休，阿將、方威、BULU也才能順利畢業。

在找槍的過程中，令人意外的發現是，過去與夏警官有一段淵源的越獄通緝犯灰狼竟可能與失槍事件有關，更令人驚奇的是，灰狼竟然跟學林的學生之一有著密切的關係。在年輕孩子之間，也因為要為夏警官找到失槍而經常要密切合作，讓從小到大一直不對盤的阿將、夏天漸漸發展出感情，而原本喜歡夏天的方威，成了好友阿將的情敵。
　
這兩個三角習題，會讓阿將跟方威的友誼產生什麼樣的變數？
阿將跟夏天之間如同兄妹般的關係，又將產生什麼樣的變化？
而夏警官的佩槍又是誰撿走的？他們要怎麼調查？
又會再一連串的抽絲剝繭中，一一查出什麼驚人的內幕呢？
…2007年夏天，他們四個，用最帥的方式把這個故事說給你聽！

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2007-07-26T17:59:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind."

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十二星座07绝妙艳遇

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2007-07-23T10:55:00.000+08:00

listening to : U2 - Vertigo

1st my weekly updates den my blog on Ming Dao new drama [long awaited post still haben finished or should i say haben started :p]

Was off work early on Friday, went to meet an sinseh which i have yet seen for ages. She seems a lil 憔悴 den b4 since the last i seen her at beginning of the year. Wanted to get answers of something which i was in a frenzy of and made several appts on that with different ppl. Which in fact, i knw the answers of what they were goin to say but yet even with all these ppl, i guess their advice will juz go out from my other ear, if they are that good they would hve predict that bah ... i really dunnoe coz i really dun wish to give up on something i believed on. too complicating yet too exhausting to actually forgo. Anyway back to friday's event.
After goin through the session, I went ard walkin to Bugis, bought myself a g2000 shirt since it was GSS and it is ending the nxt day. I normally dun fancy G2000 apparels that much, for i tink they are relatively expensive[normal retailed price for a shirt is 59.90 and which i can use that amt of money to buy 2 shirts from veeko/wanko when they having sales and that happens really oftenly], nor have much attractive sales. And with stores distributed ard Singapore, a lot of ppl do purchase their office attires from them too. So becoz of those 3 main reasons, i usually dun shop at g2000 unless the discount is really attractive. [in fact i actually fancy wanko & veeko]. Den went dwn to ICON@bugis for they are closing dwn [pretty sad actually coz they were onli in business for like 1 yr]. Being a typical sgaporean, i went dwn to see is there any last min sales heheh and i did managed to buy a everlast barrel bag for $21 bucks hahahaha.

Sat - went dwn to see a gypsy which does reading, from her cards and her knowledge of astrology. Apparently i am too much of a freebie, i lurve too much of freedom and REALLY cant be restricted and at a moment she even asked do i go the other way instead of being straight. hmmz wonder how that come from. Well frm her reading, there bound to be travelling to be done. well I will juz summarize the readings i went to later for i wanna concentrate on the events on Sat. Surprise surprise Gobi desserts was aso in the same building and being a dessert glutton, i went in and bought the 2 sets of varieties. They are absolutely divine and too pretty to consume on their own. Aso bought another set of 6 for the sinseh becoz i was on my way back to bugis as well. As i was abt to leave the place, opps the building was Astons ....
And guess what, i orderred myself the celebrities meat aka a set of Wagyu grade 5/6. If you have NEVER experienced meat that is so juicy with its velvety fat melting in your mouth meat. I can only say you really missed out big time and being Astons it only cost 1 fifth of what you will pay in Morton. Sigh all the indulgences ...

2007-07-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

slurping up a packet of Guava

So freaking bz these days, yet librarians are nt responding to any of my mails. Anyway took a break to look at the Coach bags available since there is a spree goin on ... hehehe I am sooo in lurve with the following :

COACH SIGNATURE STRIPE MULTI-FUNCTION TOTE

The eye-catching stripe and Signature Pattern on this Multi-Function Tote make it a stylish choice to carry to work or on the weekend. It’s also a great gift for new moms.
# Two inside zip pocket
# Four open gusseted pockets
# Ring to clip an accessory or keyfob
# Diaper changing pad
# Back zip pocket
# Two side pockets
# Zip-top closure
# Signature jacquard denim fabric with leather trim
# Fabric lining
# 22 1/2” straps
# 10” drop
# 18 (L) x 11 3/4 (H) x 5 3/4 (W)
Details here »

Price: $398 Style No: 10838
[ p.s SOOOOO IN LURVE With the White ]

COACH SIGNATURE STRIPE LARGE TOTE

Anyone with a busy schedule should opt for this large tote. It’s roomy on the inside with plenty of Coach style on the outside.
# Inside zip pocket
# Cellphone/ multi-function pockets
# Ring to clip an accessory or keyfob
# Dogleash clip closure
# Signature jacquard fabric with leather trim
# Fabric lining
# 22 1/2” straps
# 9” drop
# 15 1/8 (L) x 10 1/2 (H) x 3 1/4 (W)
Details here »

Price: $298 Style No: 11099
[ p.s SOOOOO IN LURVE With the White ]

COACH SIGNATURE STRIPE SATCHEL

We’ve combined our sophisticated satchel shape with our sporty Signature Stripe pattern to create a bag that is versatile enough for casual or more dressed-up occasions.
# Inside zip pocket
# Cellphone/multi-function pockets
# Ring to clip an accessory or keyfob
# Outside open pocket
# Zip-top closure
# Signature jacquard fabric with leather trim
# Fabric lining
# 16” handles
# 7 1/2” drop
# 12 1/2 (L) x 8 (H) x 4 (W)
Details here »

Price: $298 Style No: 11102

Note : All prices listed are in USD, haizz too rich for my pockets liao ... SOBZZZZZ

2007-07-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

listening to : Maroon 5 - Losing My Mind

Since i was tokkin abt the some themes in my previous post. Shall do a followup on Crabtree & Evelyn than ??3?1.

The Most Basic Series of CrabTree & Evelyn

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Gardeners

Soothe and protect hard-working hands with trusted natural remedies that nourish, moisturize, calm and protect the skin.

Gardeners Liquid Hand Soap (250ml)
Deodorises your hands and leaves them refreshed with a clean, herbal scent! Formulated with natural conditioning extracts of sage, rosemary, alfalfa, carrot and cucumber. Convenient pump dispenser.
Retail Price: S$ 25.00

Gardeners Creamy Hand Wash with 25% Hand Therapy (250ml)
If you have dry skin, or wash your hands frequently, now you can moisturise your hands every time you wash. Our unique 2-in-1 formula effectively cleanses your skin while preserving the natural protective oils that keep it feeling soft and supple. Your hands will actually feel softer each time you wash them. (Patent pending).
Retail Price: S$ 38.00

Gardeners Hand Therapy (100g)
After a long day of handling thorny situations, our Hand Therapy is just the help you need. It contains shea butter as well as extracts of yarrow, clover and calendula to help soothe and condition work-roughened hands.
Retail Price: S$ 30.00

Gardeners Hand Therapy Pump (250ml)
You asked for it! Our top-selling Gardeners Hand Therapy cream is now available in this 250 ml size. Convenient hand pump dispenser. Great for the kitchen, bath or potting shed.
Retail Price: S$ 58.00

Gardeners Hand Recovery (100g)
The ideal 60-second intensive treatment for dry, very dry or work-roughened skin. Three-in-one rinse-off formula contains mineral salts enhanced with lavender oil to gently exfoliate. Emollient-rich ingredients condition the new skin and create a long-lasting barrier that helps protect against moisture loss. Hands feel noticeably softer and smoother immediately.
Retail Price: S$ 38.00

Gardeners Intensive Nail & Cuticle Therapy (15g)
Even if you've been digging all day in the dirt, you can still have glossy, healthy looking nails. Use Nail & Cuticle Therapy morning and evening to soften cuticles and help strengthen the nail to reduce brittleness and breakage. Formulated with panthenol and keratin ¨C a natural protective protein found in hair, skin and nails.
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Quench thirsty skin
Early native tribes who lived in the scorching deserts of Mexico and California survived the extreme hot, dry climate in part by harvesting the emollient rich seeds of the desert jojoba plant and using the wax-like oil as a skin conditioner.

Jojoba Oil Moisturising Body Wash (250ml)
Our mild pH-balanced foaming body wash is formulated with natural golden jojoba oil to moisturise and condition your skin in the shower or bath. Use as daily one-step routine for cleansing and moisturising.
Retail Price: S$ 28.00

Jojoba Oil Triple Milled Soap with Shea Butter (3 x 100g)
Jojoba Oil Triple Milled Soap with Shea Butter 300g
Our creamy vegetable-based soap with natural golden jojoba oil and a special blend of moisturising ingredients is ever so gentle on your skin.
Retail Price: S$ 24.00 (3 x 100g)
Retail Prices : S$20.00 (300g)

Jojoba Oil Conditioning Bath & Massage Oil (200ml)
Our blend of natural oils - sweet almond, grapeseed, sesame and jojoba - is ideal for a relaxing massage. It also disperses completely in warm water for a skin-conditioning bath that leaves you feeling smooth and soft all over.
Retail Price: S$ 45.00

Jojoba Oil Mineral Bath Grains (200g)
Luxurious bath soak with restorative mineral salts and the finest golden jojoba oil that conditions and softens your skin while you bathe.
Retail Price: S$ 43.00

Jojoba Oil Moisturising Body Lotion (250ml)
Daily nurturing moisture for your skin formulated with golden jojoba oil and moisturising glycerine, oat kernel oil, vitamin E and panthenol. This sheer, light formula absorbs easily and leaves skin feeling soft.
Retail Price: S$ 33.00

Jojoba Oil Moisturising Body Cream (200g)
For extra conditioning after a shower or bath, our rich body cream formula contains golden jojoba oil, glycerine, vitamin A and antioxidant Vitamin E for extraordinary skin and body care.
Retail Price: S$ 55.00

Jojoba Oil Talc-Free Body Powder (75g)
Made with a blend of finely milled natural corn, rice and oats, this absorbent powder goes on skin like spun silk and leaves it refreshed and fragrant.
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Jojoba Oil Conditioning Hand Wash (250ml)
Convenient soap-free gel that is pH balanced for gentle cleansing and leaves hands feeling refreshed with a brisk herbal scent.
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2007-07-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"He who laughs last has not yet heard the bad news."

Bought a body set from Crabtree & Evelyn for my hands & feets are gettin drier and drier. Which in a way its time for maintenance, so bought the body scrub, hand therapy creme, foot therapy creme & foot smoother [scrub esp for elbows & feet]. They have a series of different products, ranging from La Source , Goat's Milk and Gardener's Series. Tried Goat's Milk therapy, but aint veri comfortable with the scent and it leaves a slightly itch on my hands [sensitive skin type]. Gardener's Series contains lavender which to me is a total turn-off. Leaving La Source to try on, the shea butter in the hand therapy is veri velvety but yet not oily, leaving the hands felt supple and young. With its nt so oily texture, the hands seems to absorb more easily and the scent is aqua-tic as well.

Gonna put the hand therapy creme in office, for tht the time when my hands are being exposed to the toopid dry & cold air-conditioner. Oh and also tried the body scrub and now i lurve the touch of it. Cant wait for the nxt weekly scrub [the publimes in the scrubs are veri intense and its gel-like making minerals in the scrub veri dense and produces a even layer and exholiates skin more easily with the gloves.]

Anyway saw Ming Dao new drama series for 櫻野3加1 San Li, yesh i am a fan of him. Same as Shao Wei, he is within my category of Alpha Men of dark, toned[hmmm i digest] and rugged . lurve qiao en's outfittin for this show, veri sch girlxxx hmmmzzz, tink its time for wrist cuffs, leathers strappies or even hand socks/warmers as accessories liao .. enjox the trailer ~~

2007-07-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

to be found at : Office

This is to target a blog post which was posted by a fren of mine ... in his blog post, he wrote abt this on me

1 gal pal... or a comon term: fag-hag.. had been reading her blog recently.. den i realised how much.. from her text.. how much she had changed.. i'd say for the worse.. n not sure if my deduction is rite... i msged her abt my bday.. she din reply... usually ppl dun reply when they nt keen.. so 1 day, i msn her "so, i take it that u nt keen on the bday party?".. her reply "oh ya, i haven reply u yet"..

i knw she'd changed.. a lot.. within 1 yr.. i can oni deduce that.. she was surprised i invited her to my bday, cos we din tok for a yr.. n decided nt to reply... cos it'd b tat, it's a general msg tat's mass-sent to ppl.. she duno whether i really mean it anot.. having nto toked for so long, she dun wan to accept it, in case i really din mean the invi n she may feel awkward in coming.. but when i msn her, she knew i really meant it.. sincerely inviting her.. so she decided tat she shld go if she can (IT ppl usually scared of last min stuff popping up). wat's more, given her nature n sensitivity n treasuring of frnship, i knw tat she very likely will agree... why? cos, last yr, she was... if i rmb rite, the first 1 to msg mi at 12am on my bday.. around there.. wishing mi happy bday. tat was during our "no-tok" period. it showed how much she treasured frnship.. n the fate

umm, n i think she still read my blog from time to time.. think she'll see tis..

Let me reply this here ... you never knw me from the start, u dunoe who i am frm the start ... u were always the one who needs understanding and i was there conveniently to hlp but never since u actually put an effort on knwin who i am ... Wht are my exact thots ... Who I actually am ... Wht I actually believe ... only though things and actions den u realise what i can do for ppl and for you and aso conveniently like others let it settled ..

I changed becoz i hve to change, i had to go through a lot of things in the past 1 yr. Which since when did u EVER concerned abt or even informed abt ?? How dare u even judge abt my change when I needed frenz support or guidance the most, u were nowhere in SIGHT at all ????
Dun tell mi any bull-shit of you not knowin hence unable to do so, SINCE WHEN DID U EVEN CHECK counting from lets say the day i got back from auzzie ?? I can give u a count ... less than 5 phone calls. Thts it .. so come on, lets nt be so coy when things aint wht u tink it is ... for i might knw u, u knw nothing of me.

let me juz say something wht Scorpios are " 天蝎座的人，翻脸如翻书。"

2007-07-16T15:34:00.001+08:00

reading : 唐立淇 - 12星座人性攻略

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2007-07-16T12:16:00.000+08:00

listening to : LifeHouse Album

Wana share 2 song lyrics with you guys ...

- The All-American Rejects : Straitjacket Feeling »
- Lifehouse : Walking Away »

2007-07-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

to be found at : Office

Felt so angry that i wish to cry ... I am so darn angry and upset that my tears juz start wellin up through my tear glands.

Reason of Anger and Rant

2007-07-10T17:57:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"If you think education is expensive, try ignorance."

Find this article quite true for me especially 宁缺勿滥 ...
Only for those who knows their Venus located :
　
金星星座

◇金星白羊的爱情集编导演于一身◇ »

◇金星在金牛难挡美食与性◇
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◇金星双子永远不会褪流行◇
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◇金星在巨蟹爱情保守低调◇
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◇金星狮子不藏私的付出◇
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◇金星在处女节俭又吝啬？◇
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◇举手投足尽美感的金星天秤◇
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◇金星在天蝎宁缺勿滥的爱情守则◇
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◇金星射手拍卖网站上的大赢家◇
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◇金星在魔羯环保尖兵、省钱高手◇
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◇追随金星宝瓶的人进入廿五世纪◇
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◇金星双鱼把同情当作爱◇
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Please note this ONLY applies to your Venus Sign aka 金星 not ur 太阳星
　　　

2007-07-10T10:27:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"There is only one thing that can keep growing without nourishment: The human ego."

[ Out Dated post since SUNDAY ]

Yawnzzz currently at work, have to perform sys health check for our INDIA is doin cutover. Ytd was here as well, but sys was not ready yet hence wasted few hrs here.

But b4 i came in, went to Wing Tai for the Adidas Sale to look for a new running shorts to motivate self, but in the end ... I got this ...

Tink is a rather good bargain though, for it was under adicolor but den sub branded to "Heart Paris" series. If i not wrong, it was retailed for abt $129 and i got it for $69. Hehehe happy ~~~

Well, got all my spree items except for my old navy which i till now have no time to collect from POST. happy for my new items and they came in consecutively by days as well. Tues [La Senza] , Wed [Sweets] , Thurs [VS] , Fri [Old Navy].
Oh which btw will not be updating about my spree items for i have kept track of them in another place. All i can say is they are pretty pretty.

Been bz shit with work, esp from PS. need to hlp them run routine check with the whole regional system, all i can say is their id is POWER, can access any of the files i wan unlike my previous team heheheh...

Anyway enjox tis horoscope video ~~~~

2007-07-06T18:27:00.000+08:00

slurping up a bowl of Macau Fried Rice

And how FOUL IT TASTE !!!!!!!!!! Imagine Soggy Ketchup fried rice, which is basically a lump of rice mixed in with TOO MUCH KETCHUP. YIKESSSSSS KETCHUP OverDosed !!!! Gross to the max, NEVER will i ever go to that toopid HK cafe [located in Cineplex]

Anyway Ytd seems to be a bra day, y ? Coz i received all my bras that i have spree-ed ytd. Went to collect them at post in the morning and which another mail came in the noon. Heheh 3 new ones, sighzz i need more and must be b4 the mid-annual sales end at VS.

So in need for slp for i been gaming too much, yesh u heard me gaming and somemore ONLINE game le. hehehe well its GE [Granado Espada] and so far errr quite amusing la. Ppl who knw mi, i hve tis rule: No games in my pc nor will i install any games. Haizz actually is nt becoz i dun like to play them, BUT i have tis habit of being obsessive with things if i wan to. And knwin gaming requires a lot of attention, I will den tend to neglect a lot of things like RUNNING [shitty] and most probably be an addict.
E.g. ytd was back ard 11pm, den came hme watch a lil telly WHILST playin and clearin off my quest TILL 5.20am in the morning and not forgettin i hve to get up ard 7-8 to prepare for work ... golly i am so sick ....

2007-07-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

slurping up a bowl of Reese White Chocolate Peanut ButterCups

Tinkin of sharing this story ... I really wonder what i hve done in my past for this life den ?

世五百年的回眸才换来今生的擦肩而过

佛说：前世五百年的回眸才换来今生的擦肩而过
这句话是从这个故事来的吧：

有个年轻美丽的女孩，出身豪门，家产丰厚，又多才多艺，日子过得很好。媒婆也快把她家的门槛给踩烂了，但她一直不想结婚，因为她觉得还没见到她真正想要嫁的那个男孩。直到有一天，她去一个庙会散心，于万千拥挤的人群中，看见了一个年轻的男人，不用多说什么，反正女孩觉得那个男人就是她苦苦等待的结果了。可惜，庙会太挤了，她无法走到那个男人的身边，就这样眼睁睁的看着那个男人消失在人群中。后来的两年里，女孩四处去寻找那个男人，但这人就像蒸发了一样，无影无踪

女孩每天都向佛祖祈祷，希望能再见到那个男人.她的诚心打动了佛祖，佛祖显灵了。佛祖说：“你想再看到那个男人吗？” 女孩说：“是的！我只想再看他一眼！” 佛祖：“你要放弃你现在的一切，包括爱你的家人和幸福的生活。” 女孩：“我能放弃！” 佛祖：“你还必须修炼五百年道行，才能见他一面。你不后悔么？” 女孩：“我不后悔！”

女孩变成了一块大石头，躺在荒郊野外，四百多年的风吹日晒，苦不堪言，但女孩都觉得没什么，难受的是这四百多年都没看到一个人，看不见一点点希望，这让她都快崩溃了。最后一年，一个采石队来了，看中了她的巨大，把她凿成一块巨大的条石，运进了城里，他们正在建一座石桥，于是，女孩变成了石桥的护栏。就在石桥建成的第一天，女孩就看见了，那个她等了五百年的男人！他行色匆匆，像有什么急事，很快地从石桥的正中走过了，当然，他不会发觉有一块石头正目不转睛地望着他。

男人又一次消失了，再次出现的是佛祖。佛祖：“你满意了吗？” 女孩：“不！为什么？为什么我只是桥的护栏？如果我被铺在桥的正中，我就能碰到他了，我就能摸他一下！” 佛祖：“你想摸他一下？那你还得修炼五百年！” 女孩：“我愿意！” 佛祖：“你吃了这么多苦，不后悔？” 女孩：“不后悔！”

女孩变成了一棵大树，立在一条人来人往的官道上，这里每天都有很多人经过，女孩每天都在近处观望，但这更难受，因为无数次满怀希望的看见一个人走来，又无数次希望破灭。不是有前五百年的修炼，相信女孩早就崩溃了！日子一天天的过去，女孩的心逐渐平静了，她知道，不到最后一天，他是不会出现的。又是一个五百年啊！最后一天，女孩知道他会来了，但她的心中竟然不再激动。来了！他来了！他还是穿着他最喜欢的白色长衫，脸还是那么俊美，女孩痴痴地望着他。这一次，他没有急匆匆的走过，因为，天太热了。他注意到路边有一棵大树，那浓密的树荫很诱人，休息一下吧，他这样想。他走到大树脚下，坐着树根，微微的闭上了双眼，他睡着了。女孩摸到他了！他就坐在她的身边！但是，她无法告诉他，这千年的相思。她只有尽力把树荫聚集起来，为他挡住毒辣的阳光。千年的柔情啊！男人只是小睡了一刻，因为他还有事要办，他站起身来，拍拍长衫上的灰尘，在动身的前一刻，他抬头看了看这棵大树，又微微地抚摸了一下树干，大概是为了感谢大树为他带来清凉吧。然后，他头也不回地走了！就在他消失在她的视线的那一刻，佛祖又出现了。

佛祖：“你是不是还想做他的妻子？那你还得修炼……” 女孩平静地打断了佛祖的话：“我是很想，但是不必了。” 佛祖：“哦？” 女孩：“这样已经很好了，爱他，并不一定要做他的妻子。” 佛祖：“哦！” 女孩：“他现在的妻子也像我这样受过苦吗？” 佛祖微微地点点头。女孩微微一笑：“我也能做到的，但是不必了。” 就在这一刻，女孩发现佛祖微微地叹了一口气，或者是说，佛祖轻轻地松了一口气。女孩有几分诧异，“佛祖也有心事么？” 佛祖的脸上绽开了一个笑容：“因为这样很好，有个男孩可以少等一千年了，他为了能够看你一眼，已经修炼了两千年。”

佛曰：前世五百次的回眸才换得今世的擦肩而过那么，我的前世是积攒了多少次的回眸啊，才换得与你相识相知？虽然这是一个古老的故事，但是我相信还是能打动很多人的心！因为首先他打动了我！

2007-06-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Your lawyer will get everything you own"

Was tokkin to Jo abt movies, on whether should i go catch Fantastic Four or nt. Coz if i were to watch, i would hve to watch it alone [for adam's wife is back on morning shift. So no more midnite movie outing for the nxt hlf yr, sighzzz ]. And in my pt of view, i dun really like watchin blockbusters alone. And one thing led to another, discussion of relationship came up, will post Chat Log as below.

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Hmzzz interesting izzit on his pt of view ? Or mayb he being an libra juz wan to be fair to the other side hence not willing to decide upon wht is right or wrong for relationship.
Actually in my pt of view, i really tink i can be a very simple person in terms of relationship. Would like to defend some of the pts here.

[16:23][ Jovy ] : sometimes love dont hav to be so clear abt everything

What i cant fathom is that if u r unclear on ur feelings to her, is tht even love ? And by being unclear, how would u be able to love her, protect her and be with her By doing so, is that a mere action of obligations or status quo ?

he aso mentioned abt

[16:36] [ Jovy ] : haha .... u dont try u dont knw ..

its nt abt nt tryin and not knowing, emotions are what makes ur human to able to feel , to compassion , to hate or even to dispute issues.
And with that, emotions are veri vulerable and powerful enuff to break or make different individuals. Based on trials and errors, nothing works out den wht will happen to the emotions involving within ?
If u r the "logical" one on knwing the failure and initate a breakup, yesh ur damage is minimal. But wht abt the other hlf ? Are you being fair to the other hlf ? How would the other individual deal with their emotions den ?

Haizz mayb i am too stern abt relationships bah, but becoz when i am in love i knw i am able to commit abt everything i can for it, hence i really couldnt justify relationships that are superficial. Nor would i wish to hurt any1 due to the relationship, or wish to be hurt out of it.
Everything works vice-versa for me, if i dun wish ppl to do such a thing to me, i wouldnt do the same to others.
Or mayb i am really too simple, just wantin to fall for who i wan to and devote everything i could to that particular individual.
Coz i knw when i fall, i really do fall till the extent of losing myself.

And becoz i knw myself too well, i dun wish to tink so much abt it nor wantin to actually inflict any possible conflicts.

2007-06-29T15:30:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"There is no difference between a wise man and a fool when it comes to love."

Haizz so sadzz can my life be nt tht pathetic on being a Scorpio and Venus at Scorpio ??

2007-06-27T12:22:00.000+08:00

reading : Bleach 28

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2007-06-27T12:21:00.000+08:00

reading : Bite-sized Cheesecake

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2007-06-26T11:36:00.000+08:00

enjoying a cuppa of Lychee Love

Hmzzz okie i got bored hence i did some research on Timmy! [i am such a psycho]

Ladies & Gentlemen if you interested in Timmy Performance or Ngak or Eric appearance, here's a compilation on they showcase for normal week [i agar agar sort one la huh, wrong dun scold me but update me]

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List of Performance by Ngak & Timmy!
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Monday - Ngak @ HRC [Hard Rock Cafe], based on some articles so i made such assumption
Tuesday - Ngak & Rainee @ Timbre for Accoustic Duo [Eric sometimes might slot in for emergencies ]
Wednesday - Ngak @ Balaclava Bar Suntec [Happy Hours 6.30pm - 8.30pm]
Wednesday - Timmy! @ Wala Wala Bar Holland Village [after hours]
Friday - TIMBRE ~~~~~

As for Thurs and Weekends, i have no freakin idea. Guess they will be here and there bah. Sorry ~~~~~

Eric will be teaching at his music school opps paradiz centre [behind Mr Bean].
Mainly song arrangement and song writing. =)
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End of List
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2007-06-26T11:05:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Accept that some days you're the pigeon and some days you're the statue"

Yawnzzz ... Was darn pissed off ytd for i was tinkin to change my hairstyle whilst lookin through hed kandi's illustration for the covers. [as shown below]

Asked one fren for an opinion of which is nicer, [most naturally whtever he chose, i will use the complete opposite of it]. Me being influenced by my current hairstyle, i liked the one with straight bangs for it has sharp symmetrical cuts, very chic and me. You knw wht tht idiot commented on the new style that i fancied ???

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Chat Log
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[18:28] [ Sonya ]: i wan sharp symmetrical cuts
[18:28] [ IDIOT ]: like a toilet lid?
[18:29] [ Sonya ]: .............
[18:29] [ IDIOT ]: it looked like...
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Arghzz!!! What a way to impress a gal ..........

Was out at timbre on friday again, with jo and Jelene. Had 2 pizzas [Triple Mushroom & Smoked Salamon & Dill], jo was being hyper as usual loving the thin crust pizza [i find them not woody enuff as in smokiness and OD on cheese but tht is wht every1 likes].
Funnie thing is i wanted Jelene to have some alone time with mr Wan, hence i delibrately delayed my appearance to timbre.[Thus the trip to Levis and the guilt trip i am hving now]. In the noon, tinkin that we be having pizza at Timbre [which is freaking late ], i reminded Jelene to have something light ard 6pm so she can tahan till den. So wht i planned was to shop for awhile, walk from somerset to clarke quay [YESH WALK , and its A LONG WALK. I do enjox it though] to have a drink at Forbidden City and den walked again to timbre. So by the time i reach there, i would hve a seat without queuing[hahahah].

Which basically ruined for the facts listed below :
1) They been callin me to go dwn since 10.20pm
2) They got hungry so i hve to taopao MacD for them
3) Timbre is packed to the brim so no seats yet !!!

Haizz dear jelene, i was creating an oppurnity for you and Jo to connect and have some alone time with him, y din u treasure it ?
Luckily when they called for tapao, I was alreadi dwn the road to clarke quay which i had to hurry dwn to get their fries n burger and ran all the way [hlf way la i was carry bag u knw] from McD to Timbre[with slippers somemore!!!].

Well by the time i reached there, still no seats. Luckily they left their names dwn so within like 10 - 15 mins of my arrival, yay WE ARE in.
[initially they put Jo name on the list for queuing, but him being him wanted ciggies so i was destignated to stay behind for the seats coz the door bitch knws who i am]

Back to Timbre, Timmy! was great. Finally rmb the bass-ist name[Clement], toopid wan calls him fatty now [yesh mr Wan flaunt ur skinny figure !!!!] coz of his beer belly [i dun actually mind though]
But i was too bz crooning over songs being sung by Ngak and Timmy! so Wan decided to tease me on the fact that how many names/song titles can we listed dwn on what being sung. Toopid wan, he knew i never remember song titles nor artists and him being juz as bad, he wanted to challegence mi since the last visit to Timbre[Tues], I so fought to disregard the bet for i din consent to anything.
Bleachzzz bully .....

2007-06-24T06:44:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Many complain of their looks, but none of their brains."

Haizzz i fell in the weakness of Levi's again ..

Presenting The new Ashley Jeans is a slim bootcut with flare , code : 572

Apparently it was being represted by BoA, which she went to taiwan specifically to take the promo pictures and made a big who-ha on the whole event with Edison spokemenship of the new Copper Jeans range. But seems like Jolin got the spokemenship juz tis yr for another cutting. Anyway the range is BIC Jeans, with heart shaped pockets with pink threads.

Here are some pics of them [ took a LONG time to actually find this pics ]

Very feminine and yet boyish enuff to show a lil leg with perk in the butt [i hve very flat butt]

Also took a long while to find the jeans i bought previously. The cuttin is much different and a different design.

Name : Marrisa with Square Cut Jeans, with 3D Design. Style Code : 582 . The jeans has distressed texture and also 3D crinkles making the whole jeans very fitting. The quality of the jeans is perfect in a way as in veri sturdy but yet comfortable. Sits low at the waist and freedom to move [cliche motto]

The pics are taken from different auctions, hence the inconsistencies.

Haizzz no choice la .. my old jeans dun look as nice as b4 liao, but happy though coz finally managed to be able to buy new jeans, esp comes to sizing for sg levis comes in limited sizing [totally MEAN !!!]

Well done bragging abt my new jeans liao ... Goin slp.

2007-06-24T05:54:00.000+08:00

video of the day : Timmy! - Gei Wo Qian

I just realise ... I have no close frenz from my past ..
well not anymore ... I guess the closer i am to them , the higher the standards i rise the bar for them. Hence in the end, i would push them away from me becoz of the bar i put up. True it is unfair for them, for they are never placing any standards of me to reach their level to be close pals ..
But i guess becoz I am always willing to put my foremost and upfront for them, and expect them to do the same for me. Hmzzz mayb i am juz destinated to be a loner ...

The following content is gonna hurt a particular person badly, coz i am and will be brutally frank and crudely mean.

[This does not include a particular person that I was utterly disappointed with recently. That particular some1 made mi lost faith in whatever things that she/he and I been through in the past. in fact, that particular one had actually complaint such actions of another to me b4 and yet she/he did the same thing to me. If that particular person is reading this and feeling unfair abt my accusations. I shall list down why
1) She/he is the 1st person i actually told that incident abt, and he/her being my confident, I thot he/she will understand how miserable i am.
2) She/he knwin my bahaviour and character, require time to digest incidents that happened. Tht period i was so down i juz shut myself dwn in my room in the dark for days. My mum den got worried, called that particular person up to ask for hlp. Though she/he did called mi up to check, but the reason is due to my mum's call. And yet still chose to believe that nothing went wrong.
3) After that, she/he din even bother to ask any further for it is out of mind, out of sight. That kind of shows how irrelevant my feelings and I am to her/him.
4) I cried nxt to that person for hlf an hr or so, and she/he din knw anything abt it
I have more if i wan to continue to persist, so tell mi how do i actually restore my trust in he/her ?

Yesh call mi mean, petty or bitchy, but i juz gonna repeat wht i said b4, if that particular person were in my shoes, imagine what else would i hve done ?
In fact, I might even killed that guy juz to fucking make sure my friend wouldnt be hurt again, or at least make sure he tasted his own medicine.
Are the things that i dne b4 not enuff or too much that I was taken for granted again n again? Does amy1 knw how fuckin hurt i was when my closest confide did this to me , given the trust i have on he/her ??????? In what position does the particular person even qualify to sms mi on how i am ? Stop being hypocritical. Hell, issit too late to even ask how i am now ? ]

2007-06-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

listening to : JET - Look What You'hve done

Read this article whilst reading my fren achive posts.

Infatuation vs. Love

The Science Facts

Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another.

Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time.

Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.

Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you know they are yours, and you can wait.

Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing them."

Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."

Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy.

Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship, which makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers.

Infatuation lacks confidence. When they're away, you wonder if they're cheating. Sometimes, you check.

Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. They feel your trust, and it makes them even more trustworthy.

Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction.

Love is an upper. It makes you feel whole. It completes the circle. It fills the empty space in your heart. Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you think up. It makes you a better person than you were before. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you don't have. If there is no love in your life, whatever else there is has a lot less meaning.

Unscientific Answers

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't Love, it's Like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't Love, it's Lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't Love, it's Luck.

Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.

Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.

Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't Love, it's Pity.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't Love, it's Friendship.

Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
It isn't Love, it's a Lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't Love, it's Charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
Then it's Love.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? Then it's Love.

Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are? Then it's Love.

Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong? Then it's Love.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Then it's Love.

But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you? Then it's Love.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? Then it's Love.

Now, if Love is painful, and tortures us so,
why do we Love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
Because it's Love

2007-06-21T15:29:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Worry is like rocking in a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but gets you no where."

Need to rant ....

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2007-06-20T11:52:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well."

Ytd nite was great ... Was out at fort canning park for JET concert ... gosh was darn high abt the songs and ppl there, totally a blast from the past.

Planned to get to the place after work, hence the nite b4 i started packing like shorts and planning on wht to wear to the event. So had to choose a shirt that can match my workin attire and aso the shorts, alas the shirt with min details but yet classy enuff. Hehehe

At the event, as it is outfield and the humidity in SG, the higher ppl are the hotter it gets. Really really been ages since i been to a live rock concert, which i can shout, scream and sing-a-long to the songs which is being performed. Though alone, i was still enjoxing the atmosphere, humming along the songs and swaying my body with the beat. [ Well jo did invited mi to join his crowd of colleagues , but i declined. Funny thing abt his colleagues are that they oni knw a few songs of JET, so whereas the less popular songs din reallie triggered any responses from them , commented by Jo ].

Alas the concert ended at 10.40++, feeling a lil hungry i thot of getting some gruel. But since the path to get out was the way heading to Timbre, i decided to make a stop-over there [Well the last time i checked Timbre Tues is accoustic duo and been curious to check it out till since.] Heck luckily i did, it was ngak and renee playing all my favourites. Jo den came in after seeing his colleagues off [one of them was off to meet the bf, so the others left as well], ordered a pizza and drinks. Well Jo was satisfied by the Tuesday performance for it was Ngak performing [I totally agree]. Sighzzz yesh i will be back on Friday at Timbre for Timmy! heheh

Anyway wanna share lyrics by 張震嶽's new song. Sad but nice ... enjox

思念是一種病 - 張震嶽 »

2007-06-19T15:21:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
" Men are like pennies: two-faced and worthless. "

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2007-06-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

watching : 男人怀怀Why ?

Been nua-ing at home since Saturday ...
Clearing minimum movies and variety shows in my hdd, but basically nappin till my heart's content.

But finally watched :
- Night in the Museum
- 生日快乐
- Devil's Advocate

Basically was bawling over 生日快乐. Throughout the movie, they keep repeating this song, here's the lyrics.

有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱

有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱

Sighzz, am really touched by how 小南's love towards 小米, unfortunately the closure within both has towards results to a ending that is heartbreaking. Typical unrequited love scene, but still enuff to wrench.
小米 afraid to lose 小南, restricted the relationship being more than close frenz with intimacy feelings towards [nt physical] in fear to lose him totally if anything fails within them. Keeping 小南 at bay's pt.
小南 acknowledge that with unwillingness, and kept the whole "friendship relationship" going. Its pathetic on how they let circumstance, insecurity, or just plain denial get in the way of a blessed happily ever after ending. And how irritating it is both are inordinately selfish, choosing never to let go when doing so frequently this selfish and shortsighted, and will hold onto others without committing or cutting ties.

Still ... wanted to say "无形的爱，无形的你". I tink tis is the best sentence i ever told of for this movie ...

2007-06-13T00:56:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have film!"

I really lurve this photo of mine. Too bad i dun hve photoshop else i will make sure my skin will be porcelain white and clear ...
Hey i was never a beauty nor pretty enuff for one to stop and fall right in love with me. But at this photo, i juz like tht feeling that is within me at that picture. Tht smirk le ... =p [ if only i hve bigger eyes , less fat , total makeover of my face hahaha ]

No i was not naked. I was juz wearing my over-sized Ngee Ann Orientation shirt that I could loop it off-shoulder.

2007-06-11T13:11:00.001+08:00

enjoying a cuppa of Longanade with juicy Longans

Quite a eventful Saturday.
As usually was bz on the morning, for i have chores and errand Lists to update and finish assigned out. Yawnzz by the time i am finished, its was ard 1145am.

Den msg came in on tonite event [ MovieList updated ]. Ocean Thirteen - Aint much of a brain teaser, but quite a lot of luffs being shared, you have to really knw the each and every individual character to be able luff at each scenes.

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Got some new thots on life ... but shall be protected. =) At least now i am able to blog them out.

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2007-06-08T14:30:00.000+08:00

Ramdom quote of the day :
"A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well."

Met my ex-colleagues [my team-mates] ytd for dinner. Hehe long time no see them, ahhhh there comes memories of me being in that company. Management is really nothing to rave about, but the cliche there is gd [ well mostly my team-mates ].

Hehhe thot of a ex-colleague[A] there, who is super arrogant due to his attitude and cocky matter. He was disliked by most of my team-mates. Tink i shall share with you guys some snippets of how i shoot my arrows to him.

- Incident 1 »

Incident 1:
When few ppl doin product support in my previous company, us SA team are to rope in on resolving problems on system. With that new guy being the front-end for the solutions, he will be responsible to get back to Customers. Us being SA will have to monitor the issue and hlp to investigate prob after analysis, and interact with testers and developers.
So there is this case, which Customer called A up for the current bug reported. Knowing nuts about the system, he decided to be a smart alec to email the QA abt the progress. Being arrogant by nature, the email was a basic holler that is basically very rude and only display his incompetent on the system. He emailed the QA in order to spd things up. QA did promptly replied on the task progress and since it was a new task, not much was being done. He den shot the QA back by saying how simple the task is and it should be rectify very effectively. He was also lamenting how the Customer was scolding him on that and pressurized by it. He then wanted to direct the QA to reply with progress to Customer directly.
As this task was being handed over by my senior and hence i became the SA responsible for this case. I couldnt swallow dwn how nasty he was, hence i shot him back on how QA is currently still testing on the error and will need more time to get back on the issue and without proper testing, it cant be passed out unless he is willing to bear any further responsibility of another bug that can be discovered later. And I also reminded him that with tht lil amt of QA resources available, there are also other current testing operations that is to be taken at the same time, QA might not be available for any Customer interaction. I also stated that it is his job to handle any direct Customer communication, so if possible once anything is being confirmed, updates will be given to Customer via him.
As mentioned by earlier on that task was passed dwn from senior to me, so it was aso CC to senior. There she was chuckling abt how i handled him and keep him under wraps. « hide Incident 1

- Incident 2 »

Incident 2 :
Company lunch hr is ard 1pm, hence most of us will eat together as a group. So ended up, me and my
colleague (S) , another guy (D} , A and C [both of them the same intake batch]. Well within the grp, we can all tell A likes C [now now pls be clear C is a GAL !], which he always likes to impress C with his discussion and stuffs. And C being juz okie with the grp, no1 seems to be tokkin to A except her. So while enjoxing the lunch, D & I couldnt tolerate the awkwardness, we den started to initiate conversation among the grp. D was there wondering any1 of us within the grp play games. Being responsive, I den tok abt how i am anticipating Wii to the sg market and stating that the Wii being out overseas, but not in SG [due to IDA slow approval process ]. And I relate experiences of my fren who possess the Wii, [ that fren in mind is Richie] said the games were great, for there is interaction within the game control and gameplay. Den how Richie complained that his wrist hurts due to the games controller after playing Zelda. So I was then lamenting how SG only have imported set which cost like 800++ and while overseas are selling like 300++ [ sgd 400++ ]. So every1 was there discussing abt how it seems interesting, and D aso share abt his knowledge on games. Whereas A had nothing to contribute within the topic.
Coz after the "games" topic was done and D was conversing about other topics on weekend plans. Being like out of the grp, he continued his posse to impress C, but it came out sooo wrong that he tried to make himself more intellectual and of how superior he is. I dunnoe wht is wrong with A or something, but in a way I really tink he has issues. The 1st sentence he blurted out to C was "外国的月亮真的比较圆吗? ". And every1 within the table kept silent based on that question. It seems that A was challenging me on how he tinks I am boastful enuff to share my overseas experiences. I was shocked by what he said, for who is he to say such statement. Further more, he has no position to say such for he is not an local as well. He is also part of the Malaysian crowd who is in Singapore working.
[Disclaimer : I am not saying that I hve country-ist nor do i look dwn on non-locals who is workin in Singapore. You have ur freedom and so do we, you done your part to hlp Singapore thrive too. So I am of all respect for every1 who does her/his job well ....].
C being embarrassed by that statement [C is a malaysian as well and i do enjox her company too. SO drop your idea on mi being a countrist - in case u dunnoe abt what tht word, i invent it myself. See racist aka discrimination within races, so countrist is discrimination within countries. :p], dunnoe how to response to that statement. But luckily i kept my calm and rebuked back "那，你在这里概什么？". You may call mi childish or revengeful. But hey I can be nice too but once u step on my tail, i do stung back HARD. You guys should SOOOO see his face turned sooooo black after i said that out. He has nothing to comment on that question and seething with anger that throughout the conversation he kept his mouth shut. Well every1 response was amused by how childish and ignorance tht ques was that, we were there bemused and hiding their grin. « hide Incident 2

2007-06-07T16:18:00.001+08:00

munching up Guava

Was reading a blog of a very very long ago acquaintances, in his blog he quoted this based on an article abt platonic frenz ..
"The hardest part in loving a person from a distance
is not being able to hold her hand
and embrace her tight
and tell her how much you love her
- because you are only a friend."

Well, i can only defend and argue on how one define the line a friend can be up to. Guyz Frenz ard me, i am relatively concern about every1 life. I show care for them when they are sick or injured, i worry for them when they are in trouble or in need. I do give them moral support when they are dwn via phone call away or coffee cafes to chill. Just as wht they do for mi, giving me lectures on the misdeeds i done, giving enuff sarcasm to warn me the dangers of everything, giving a helpin hand when i am dwn. And there is always a line within as we juz knw we aint for each other, and juz be whom we are.

A lot of cases, relationships always blooms within close frenz, it is not surprising though. For one is always comfortable within each other presences, and speak thots out loud not in fear of not being accepted or offending any1. One can aso act himself without any pretense as truthful as one can be and not being afraid of acceptance of another. Being comfortable is the true thing within ppl, for communication flows naturally, not forgetting friendship acts on to emotions.
All the factors contributing, the line gets blurred easily. Ppl do get attached easily on such concepts. With such, tht always leads to dilemma on decision of the nxt step or not. In turn, end up act awkwardly for the thot of involvement seems dangerous.

Well, i really dunoe abt how i am proving my pt, basically i am juz rambling on the thots i have in my mind. Nevertheless, moral of story : definition of line ... if you are clear of it, den everything will remains, else its ur decision to make :)

2007-06-05T11:21:00.000+08:00

munching on some Strawberry waffles crisp

As Promised the horoscope article :

Horoscope Signs & Sexual Escapades

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