Got loads of postcards collected during my last yr in curtin. Was to give some1 tht i thot i could relate to. But as times goes and wht i hve experienced with the past yr, i realised i moved on.
I no longer feel a need to dislike tht person nor even remotely hve to consider his feelings. Friends no more, aquintances non-existant. Den why did i still mindlessly collect those postcards den ? i guess it is juz habitual. Habitual of living in shadows of hurt and the past. With the past yr, my life did a 360 degree change, new frenz, new routine, new life and all those changed mi drastically. Allowing me to walk out of the dark comfort and loosen the grip i had with the past, coz it is no longer impt and healthy for my lifestyle. And with those, i grew happier, more involved in others' life and hving fun.
and den i realised i miss tht past yr after i came back here. The bonds , friendship and aso fun i had in the labs, restaurant and work. Alas, one can oni move forwards yar ? Mayb i am jus not used to the lifestyle and the changes tht had to be done. Well, i am not gonna be like the old me who is goin live in the past.I promised myself, there must b a change .. a change in the lifestyle i hve now, a change in myself ... this is wht i must do and should do. Bless my soul for tht, its gonna be difficult ... and yet it has to be done.
So any1 up for any postcards ? hehehe « hide the crap