A lot of ppl who knw mi and my family, somehow linked in many ways on how i am not close to my sister, for the age gap is way to big to catch up on. And how different both of us are in maturity and behaviour .. But in ways of another, while i am growin up now, the more i acknowledge her presense and her growth. She grew up in a different environment than i am, for my parents are more forgiving than they were to me. And she does get wht she wantz, hence she is rather chubby and hve a pair of rosy cheeks which i lurve to pinch and tease of. But seein her growth now, i realise now deep in my heart i do worry.
I worry for her future, coz she sometimes can b a lil lazy and lax on her studies. And her interest in arts might b the way out for her but yet it is not of practical ways of others.
I worry for her health, coz she binge a lot than i am and always favour of foods which is high in cholestrol ... And like me she dun exercise much =p
I worry for her diet which is part and parcel of her health... She always eat too much fatty food and would insist on hving them even after scolding her. She would also for the sake of food, argue with us coz she wan ( or mayb she is a lil spoilt )
I worry for her coz i love her ...
My sister is of 12 yrs difference than I am and those who knw mi might not knw tis .. But actually this is wht i thot of and intending to do. A lot of them aso knw tht i am a person who dun thot of marriage as a pre-requistic of any bgr relationships of mine. Actually it is not becoz i din tink of it being too further away, but more of my sister. My parents are not young anymore , though they are not as old as wht my other frenz' parents are ... but when my sister is of a certain age to hve her future plan laid out on choosing the right school for her college, I hve adon myself the responsiblity to support her in any ways i can .. tht is to say financial wise, physical and mental wise .. though my parents are not expecting me to do so, but i wan to do tis for my sister. Coz i wan her to hve everything tht she can get and wan .. for the world is by her playground .. tht is my promise to her and my future kids ... Tht is not a small burden .. hence i cant promise any1 marriage for the burden tht i need to hold is not yet being done ..
K now .. finish wht i wan to say ... nitezzz « hide the crap