Frm the day b4 , my whole tolerence level was being breached to the max .. nt by some1 who i mentioned the earlier post coz it has been over n done with .. but surprised surprised it is a close frend of mine in auz ...she has been testing my patience since we were back in singapore which again n again i hve to tolerate ... but today enuff is enuff ... harlow if u r readin tis, and questioning urself abt y i feel tis way ... ask urself how many times hve i ask u out through the holidays ? and how many times i tried to look for u and in the end u fly my kite nt juz once but thrice .. fine it is over .. coz no matter wht it is over ... now lets tok abt how much hve i done for u as a friend ... true i might hve hve a nice place for hosting venues to party ... true i dun join u for drinks but i hve my own principles and i choose to look out for my frenz 1st b4 myself , hence i choose to do wht i hve to ( and trust mi i do drink as much as i wan and can, tht is how i can behave with jovy and the gang ). True, i might not have a car to drive u ard perth . But may i ask u how in the ways hve i hlped u throughout the whole 2 nites in a row .... preparation done , wrappin done , bbqing done , washing up done .. hmmmzzz wht else has been done ... frankly speakin, thinkin back machiem like servant doing tis n tht ... practically doing everything .. and u can debate on saying .. " i din ask u to do mah, if u dun do, i will aso do it myself " Well missy, becoz of me seein no one to hlp u out, i hlped without u askin me to .. coz i treat u as a friend hence i do tht by my own will , not askin for any gratitude but more of ur being more of a friend to me and not takin advantage of my loyalties to u .
so wht abt the nxt nite ? I hve to not drink the whole nite, endure ur shouting at me JUZ BECOZ U WAN TO LOOK FOR some1( IN PARTICULAR ) .. but hve u thot of y i have to stop u 1st to look for tht some1 ? how ur other fren which was everything is with the guy outside the clue and hve absolutely NO IDEA WHERE THE GUY WAS ?
Fine if u use the reasoning tht u r drunk and hence u r rowdy ... fine i get tht, but i dun deserve enduring the face u giving mi when i reason with u. Not oni tht, hve i to endure u being drunk ( coz it is excusable ), i wait for u to come back home and took care of u when u r DRUNK. but when u r drunk, u are so fucking stubborn to handle .. a StRONG "NO, I DUN WAN THT" , " NO I CANT DO THT " are answers i get frm u when i was merely helpin u take out of ur socks and covering u with ur shawl to make sure u not feelin cold, WITHOUT U LIFTIN A FINGER ...
Fine u r drunk i get tht, i hve to get over with it .. so how abt today ? I juz merely leanin on u for support coz i fell off balance frm gettin out of the chair .. wht answer did i get frm u ? " NO, dun do tht ... " Miss, though u r the drunk who was drunk the previous nite ... but i slept ard frm 7 am in the morning till 12 to make sure u r asleep and well ... ask urself during metros, who were the main 2 person who u keep leaning over for support when u were drunk ... and yet for a mere hlp for support was denied when i needed one .... how much of a friend are u ?
May i ask u, wht hve u DONE FOR MI as a friend ? WHERE were u when i needed a friend to cry on or even lean on ? OR even to speak my mind to ? Whenever we tok on the phone, most of the time u were u the one talkin ... not me ... u took me too much for granted missy and i am darn pissed off with tht ... i need to re-evaluate the friendship tht we have .. I am sorry .. but u r out of my loyalty list ... By sayin tis, a lot of ppl might reliatate by being her side and hlpin her with words and situation ... and with tht i knw tis post might caused mi lose a lot of friends' contact ... and i am aware of tht ..
But wht i hve been through, i am seriously peeved to the max « hide the crap