Hence to become a true friend of mine, it would take a lot of time for mi to know tht individual's character and den trust him/her based on that. You could say of different frenz, they would hve different access levels to my personal life. That is to say, at each access levels will hve a certain trust within them and mi, and the things that i will share with them. And of course, they can do the same to me. But wht i do is true to them and myself, only till at wht access levels should i shield myself at. And frm tht, ppl should knw i resent dishonesty.
And those who are to violate my trust to them, at any pt should i knw it, a immediate invoke will be draw. Tht is to withdraw all my trust of tht person. And i will re-evaluate the friendship within. Harsh it might seems, but tink of it that way.
Those whom i trust, is another different issue. For they are the one who i believe in, hence i am willing to do anything for them as long as its within my capability. And i will of course, enclosed them with my whole hearted sincerity and honesty. E.g my closest fren, cin. I could say i knw her inside out, her reactions and her thoughts. Though sometimes i might hve disagree with her reactions and her actions, but i knw it is of her character to do so, hence i am able to trust her for she is the way she is. And of course, i knw of her life for she is always able to share her life with me and for tht i trust her with my thoughts and things. Not only that, I am willing to give up things and stuffs with her, and be the person who can hlp her in any way within my hands ... tht is my commitment to the friendship we have.
Yesterday, someone ( not cin of course ) invoke my trust to him/her. He/She chose to be dishonest to me everytime i ask him/her the questions about it. He/She chose to not say the truth and keep giving me crytic answers about tht. Harlow it has been mths since tht issue tht is being resolved, and yet i knw nothing of it. It is almost as though i am not a fren to his/her life, that i am not even allowed to be updated on tht issue. As though as i am not a fren of his/her life and is as though as a stranger, who know nothing of tht person. And to tink, i trusted tht person. It is not tht i am affected by the issue, in fact i am very happy for him/her on hving the issue resolved. But it is of the hiding of truth that displeased me a lot, it really makes mi think about what am I to him/her. Am i just an aquaintance ? or a fren ? or juz a mere stranger who crossed path ? And yet i trusted him/her with my thoughts and treated him/her as a fren whom i believe to be true to me. At this pt let mi clarify, I am not saying tht him/her is deceiving me. But more of he/she is just not being honest to me. With that, I am very disappointed in his/her actions of not being true. « hide the crap