wanna go home .. where i can be at comfort .. but no choice ..
everything now in this society .. steppin stone is our degree ..
when you have a god darn degree .. u can do a lot more things ..
regardless of it being a specific degree or a general degree ..
a degree is way off than NONE .. so yes i hve to work hard on wht i wan and do them
actually have been tokkin to some ppl abt jobs .. here at my final yr .. a tad worry about the job market out there in the society .. coz i am unsure of where i can go to and wht post i can apply ..
see i am a person who like no fixed routine life .. yet this type of life might not allow me to hve the stability that i long for and in a lot of cases family and frenz will not be supportive enuff ..
so in a way .. i am afraid tht it might be hard for mi to plan my path ..
i hve plan my path ever since 12 .. i knew i am to study overseas ever since .. though not knowing wht course nor wht sch to go to .. i knew i wanted to go auzzie for my degree ..
so here i am .. but now the nxt big step after uni .. i hve no qualms on controlling it nor knwin where to go to .. tht is wht i am afraid of ..
yes i am a worry wart .. and yes I AM a ganceong spider .. but in a way i plan my way and tht is why at tis moment i am not sure of which step to move to .. haizz ..
okie okie .. tiredz liao .. will be online later ..
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