Thursday, August 19, 2004
Hi ~! .. i am back .. i am so sorry for not being able to update recently ...

SO SORRY ~~!!!

anyway, was rather bz .. been travellin here n there .. places to places ....

met 1 poly fren with her hubby ... they all SOOOO loving le ~~~!

sianzzz .. envy them ... but they do put in efforts to make the relationship lasting, as in for example, they call each other dearest ... not the norm dear .. as in to tell each other and assure each other tht the other party is impt to them .. and aso closest to their heart ....
And they do both make themselves to the young at heart part .. which each other would use cute languages tht we used when we are young to keep the relationship going .. and tht keep them going ...

it seems to me that i learnt something, from them ..
being with another is to be with the other .. no to keep wanting the other party to compromise .. but to make the efforts together .. instead of one indiv tht do all .. i want to learn tht .. maybe tht the reason y my past relationships failed ...

And by the record, I HATE THE NEW BLOggER NAV BAR !

WHY ?? COZ IT DISRUPTS MY FORMAAT OF MY BLOG .. and I HVE TO CHANGE the posiTion AGAIN ~! shitzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .. =<

i dunoe whether tht di of mine do read my blog or nt, but recently got a new place ... call multiply.com ... and he invited mi to his grp by this following :
" *** ******* has invited you to be his Life Partner, Friend and Business Contact. "

can anyone juz shot mi ... with a machine gun PLS ~!
not becoz of anything, but erm .. mi his SISTER LE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
juz pls ... make it a painless death ... i mean i knw him nt beri long lor ... and yet the life partner .. it kinda scares mi ....

and di , if u reading tis, please do knw tht ... mi juz wan to keep our friendship platonic .. i am really afraid of guys who were my closest friends to be turned into bfs .. coz it hurt me deep and cut mi into shreds ... and now i have yet get over him yet ... in fact, i am still in shreds and not even 5% of being patched up yet ... coz i still loved tht individual ...

i shall end here liao la ... nitezzz mi need to work early in the morning liao ...

[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 8/19/2004 10:59:00 PM


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