Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Okie, now i am fed up ...

coz my toopid ex bf (not the recent one, but the one when i had during sec 3) is now pestering mi , emailing everyday ...
for those who din knw who he is, his name is FABIAN WAN.
he had ecastasy and his mind so filled with drugs and his bday is at oct 7th, which always falls on the same day as mine ... tht is to say if my bday is on mon, his would be on monday as well ... but the thing is, his own life is so messed up, he was married and frm his email, he said he was seperated from his wife .. and DUH !!!!! EMAIL MI FOR FUCK !!!!!!!!.. HE KEEP EMAILING MI ... den i ask his intention, he say juz wantin to touch up with new frenz and aso say he MISS MI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
comeon lor, i was young den, doesnt mean i am still young now lor ( nt say i am old ), but as in i am not as naive as b4 ... i really wan to scream at him , but i dun dare to coz frm wht he said, if i scream at him, it would be bloody mean ......

haizzz .... anyway tht the rant .... now d**ny is aso alone i tink ...
his gf keep ignoring him, givin him the cold shoulder ... been tokkin to him much ...
but still i am cautious now, coz i dun wan the same thing to happen to mi n him again juz like b4 tht drived mi to my ex-ex bf which in the end hurt mi ... ... he is a nice guy , really .. consolin mi and everytime and everything .. and he is matured ..
but things happened .. and he aso does hints mi ... but i still hve feelings for another , how to even accept him le ?

plus i still cant let my past go , coz i so much wan to be with the guy in my heart now. how i really wish he will ... the only reason i post this, becoz i knw he doesnt read my bloggie anymore ... i really do love him , and really wan another chance with him. but i knw he would be much more happy without mi by his side bah .... wo xiang ta ...

"it is always the one u cant get , u love "
- Sonya -

[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 6/22/2004 01:17:00 AM


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