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Monday, April 19, 2004
 
i am bored .. i am supposed to do my assignments and study for my test but i cant seem to concentrate ..

anyway i wan to rant ... okie ... ppl who always are jealous of other's wealth are toopid fucks ...
coz they always want wht others have and dun appreciate wht they do ...
ask they to do some self reflection on wht they hve and wht they did .. and maybe becoz of their actions, caused them not to hve certain things tht others hve ... tht lead to their jealousy .. but it still roots back to themselves ...
so screw them ....

ok the below is gonna hurt .....

i hve to admit n be frank , i dun hve a big heart as cher ...
in fact i am still awake and sometimes ard when u msg mi ..
but i dunnoe y i hesitant to answer u back ... i am sorry for tht
i wanted to ..... but i will stop there .....
i knw i said to start over, but i cant bring myself to ....
it is not tht i dun treasure .... but i tink i am afraid ....
i dun like to argue with u ... or even hve any misunderstandings ... coz everytime we do hve tht, i really do feel upset
u are my best friend ... no doubt sometimes i dun tell u things of mi .. but u understand mi the most ...
and when with u i feel comfortable ....
but wht had happened ... no doubt i said start over .. but i cant bring my heart to .. i dunnoe y ...
i dunnoe how to continue on tokkin to u like the past ... it somehow block mi ....
block mi from tokkin ... block mi from answerin u ...
a lot of ppl has been urgin mi to tok to u .... but i really cant seems to bring myself there ....
i am really afraid ... i am afraid tht u desert mi again ...
i knw there bound to be some arguements in a friendship ... but ....
Once again , i am sorry ... not tht i am severin our friendship ... but i really dunnoe how to bring myself there ....

i cant continue this post ... i am teary again ... i need guidance from anyone to really face this problem ....


[ - 雯'§ - ] penning down @ 4/19/2004 03:19:00 AM

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